namastia'I write you this under extreme duress,,has

you know the senior discount makes me register a week late, so the
first paper i could not enter, i will instead give thoughts about the
class ,yoga and tell you what is going on with me
lat night, the birthsday of the honorable dr. maartin luther King
jr's. after midnight i was tortured fot hours. what i amgoing to tell
you are facts. fact, 6 of my close family have been murdered fto steal
my royalties and rape me with illigal survailance, i was raped with
hoes that pretended to be having a relationship withhme, they were
paid to rape e=me to cover up stealing my white light, chrsitian based
art, scienceand use me in a game to control media.2 others, my
freinds, were also killed, one beaten to death by nazis, he was black,
he had just got his intern done and was a medical doctor,the other was
jewish, and working on his doctorate in egineer, he was shot down in
el savadore trying to give a hospital electtricity.my brother and dad
were veterans,my sister a chiciano activist and teacher, my mom a
human rights activist, artist and saint, my nephew, a dark skinned
first nation one klegged man was murdered,they burnt a cross in my
t=yard when i raosed him when he was small,it hurts so bad even
writing this i am crying, he was married with a daighter, i long to
meet them, tell them stories about him when he was small, the only way
i can live with his death, to steal my royalties was why he was
killed, is because i was a good 'parental unit, 'our joke, to him
every secon is hell when i am subject, isolated and in pain, to
repeated death threats and hate crimes,they are using another kind of
torture also, it put me in great pain.understand i still have
questions over young racheals, the wvc student who your husband a
first responder tried to help.i knew her, i do beleive she was
drunk,if she was she may have been drugged or had alchol poured on
her, her comming down from kake cghelan that time of night makes no
sense, she was not asleep at the wheel, no skid marks, ifone is not
aware of the 'game' being done to me to violate my life or steal
royalties, there would have been no reason to think 'murder' unless it
is invetigated ,we have no proof, but I do not beleive in
coincadence.my dear friend dr. Mangoostu was beat to death by white
supremacy in the early 1990;s,i was almost beat to death in 20002 when
a neo nazis satanist was paid to beat me to death when I tried to
work,work at my own juggling show, my own writing, costumes and art, i
took 40 blows with that bat!i don't know if racheal was killed, but I
ask you to keep an open mind, much can be made to 'look' like and
accident or suicide, that is not, so many of my friends were killed in
portland that we started to calltheir deaths 'murder by suicide' they
had been killled not taken their own lives.i was jailed, no crimeand
did 30 times the time if i had of been guilty, i died 3 times from
forced drugging it was jknown i was allergic to these drugs, i was
bnever diagnoised with a mental illness, i had been blown up in my
car.I am not crazy, though i hurt, but an honest person dealing wuith
misused technology and injustice and cruelity.i am not just a teacher,
performer, juggler artist writer, i do astrology and scienvce.mynew
work on cheap renewable safe clean energy will potentionally save this
countrys environment and ecconomy,that is fact, a fact, i have no
privacy to publish and copywrite my work.the way i am bullied and
harrassed is like nothing that has ever happened in the whole world,i
have been gas lighted, endured explotation and hate crimes more that
maybe any human that has ever lived for a longer period of time, it is
no lie, the ahioles bugging and torturing me also use kids for porn
and have by their very deeds ,agreed to lose their homes, cars, jobs
and income to exploite me, no one has a right to my private life, my
kids or my family, they use me, or try to,or violate me, they will die
poorer than i ever was, i went 40 days with no food, shelter or
medicine in America, never did one thing imooral or unethical, i am
telling you all this because the kindof torture being done to me sense
the pandemic started ,is life threathening, i want to live and have my
kids and royalties and restitution,but more nights like last night
will be a challange to survive!a handful of criminals are trying, on a
national level with jan 6, and to me for the last 40 years, to try and
control the world for fasicm and cruelty and it is damaging how we has
humans can think, survive, do art and even live.we must regulate our
technology, not by corporations limiting our freedom to use social
media, but with truth and consequences and humanity and the us
constitution.I am against trump, but he deserves his right to speech,
because he is guilty of violent overthrow of the government, he
belongs impeached and in prison, he is a crook and needs his wealth
taken and given to us his victims, no one can profit from repression
and live to enjoy it and gloat in a democracy.
 your uplifting teaching and sweetness help, and YOGA is very
healing,i so love taking it and trying to heal even though my wounds
are real and I hurt.of course i do not say this dark heavey stuff in
class or to my family and the young folk,but it uis strange the more
injustice they have done the greater my abilty to think, create and
survive become, when i say 'try and use me, violate me ,you will die
poorer than i ever was'it is real, I said this dying to epstein in
tucson, i had crones and was actually dying, i told himthis, that he
would be disgraced and di poorer than i was. has he leaned on his
fancy car with a body guard carring iron, has they did hate crimes to
me, he was stocking my with underage hoes, aterrible torture to a
mom,and feminist,they roared with laughter told methey owned an
island, was a billionare and owned the kids stocking me, but it
freightened them none the less, and welll it should, he died in acell
without one penny in his pocket, poor has i am i had $33.00 that day
he died in acell in NY, while i still am being tortured, spell check
is messing up, hope this is all legible, DO NOT BE AFRAID when i tekll
ya thi darjk stuff, i do so, like the warning i give, to keep the GOOD
safe.I am exhausted and hurt and miss my home, my pets and most of all
my family they took from me and above allmy son and other kids, my
only joy is saying no to having anything to do with dishonest thugs
trying to use me, celebacy for last 25 years has been good for me
because I am on the spiritual path, but not good for it is because of
the rape that violation is, i do not recomand this for others!But i
still demand truth, restitution and honesty for all americans,
including me, and above all non violance, even after being tortured i
was stocked with some of the thugs doing torture  tome, last night and
forall these years,today, and still i prech and stayed none violate,
for that i will have a nOBEL PRIZE FOR PEACE,[has well has lit and
science]not fake nobels they had torture me her in wenatchee that were
torturing their own child, the real prize, i never stop believing in
the good, HOPE,go on beauty hasmy people say,and namastia