letter to a friend i have never meant,my name is Roberta May Hope Caster, i heard about you on nuclear hot Seat, of course my heart goes out to your terrible plight,i am a 5 time cancer survivor, i know some of the tragedy you face.I too m an anti nuclear activist, i have been sense about 1968,years before i was diagnosed the first time with cancer.. my whole life i have been disabled from cancer or the diseases and effects that radiation did to my my body.it also made me disabled and sick, i could not always hold a full time job, an actor, ballet dancer and singer , i lost a 4 octave range voice,i became a juggler, i did juggling shows, anti nuke, anti racist ,anti sexist, por environmentalist, i wrote the paper and coined the phrase 'global warming in 1973, the number one reason then and now is nuclear weapons and nuclear  power plants.my writing, due to illegal and immoral violation of my privacy with bugging, made others billions while i starved and was sick, and hurt,NO MORE!  i go through so much gas lighting, stocking and hate crimes, i just tell everyone now, 'use me, violate me, you will die poorer than i ever was' i went 40 days with no anti cancer meds, no food, yet have never done anything immoral, they won't survive, it also protects anyone not trying to exploit me[i hope1]i have renewable safe clean energy, i have no way to publish this incredible work, because i am tortured and it will be plagiarized, used, abused and ruined or buried, i will not let that happen this time, i hang on, sick and tortured and stocked, to get free and the truth out to someday[soon!] publish my work,.since Fukushema i feel so enraged and helpless, the reactors are still not contained, this is now 10 years since those terrible melt downs.they should have leaded those melted reactors, they still should, the radiation gets into the atmosphere, the water and the food chain, you and i and so many other folks that have dealt with cancer, know the rest.so that is a bit about me1 how are you, this is an email you can't tell me!.so i will offer you what i have found that helps with cancer, bee pollen, protein supplements, lots of vitamins, c,e and d.and of course b.soothing music, yoga, even a little can help, don't have to be an athlete, just a little and you may feel better,talking to good folks-HI!you and i have similar names, my grandma's maiden name was STONEY,[the native american tribe] like the native american tribe, but also scottish, my sister ,killed for my stolen royalties my sisters  middle name was GENE, so good name!6 members of my family have been killed to steal my stolen royaltie, i have been tortured and even shoot at and blown up inmy car,with a compound concussion i was jailed[my car being blown up still has never bothered those in law enforcement, it will]i was locked up and put to death on meds i was allergic too, i never stole anything, i said no to the rape that is violation of privacy, in my case for explotation ,slavery.but i still thrill to see birds1 i saw an eagle yesterday, i sent you rthat joy, a bid white headed eagle, white folks call them cbald eagels but they are not bald, they are WHITE HEADED. he was soaring up high, i wish this for you, that feeling of flying in the sky, i am glad you fought nukes, i have a picture of a child with chyrnoble heart on the wall of my kitchen, where i am tortured and my life threathened dayly, i look at her and hear about you and keep going with all i have, HOPE.you ever wish to chat or have your astrologgical chart drawn or just say hi, email me back, i leave you with this thought, has one who has suffered[i still am] seen my writing plegerized and ruined, and dealt with these aholes that are nuclear and misuse power,to all anti nukers' if it wheren't for people like us, there would be no people at all'[quote RMHC_ME!} people that exploit or use or support the killing nuclear industry are killing themselves also, and will die poor, but i di wish the good was not suffering1 go iN beauty[has my garndmas folks would say]walk in sunshine and under star light, may god protect you from places where no one should ever have to go,roberta may hope caster, hope under torture, forgive any mis spelling, i was beaten with a base ball bat when i tried to work, they did not want folks to know it was my art ,my writing,i still need 2 moere eye operations.