Namastea, this is the third writing of this. the first two would not copy,my arms  hurt,they were screaming, has now, by the time i corrected spelling and was about to copy i lost them both times, ARHG!!!thhrid time will do for all, but please excuse if i am a bit delayed on finishing yoga 15 video this term has been very hard in my life, i am almost desperate for 2 eye operations,my car was destroyed  the day before the festival of lights, by vandalism.the day after Hanukkah was Pearl harbor day, by sneak attacked from behind i was thrown to the ground and both wrists broken. because of the covid rush i was never property out in casts and so i had to be and still am unable to walk about. with walking wit a cane i can not hold..i was waiting for a bus when my arms where broken, and the hate crimes i have endured for over 12 years on the bus, no one could be surprised the aholes finally did some ugly form of violence.t hey have bullied me over 12 years,they were never paid,nor  any of my neighbors or shockers, because it is my art and work worth money, not their vile ugly bulling.year after year, disabled[my back broken 5 times from violence].no matter what hate crimes, injustice or terror they used i would not be their whore or slut, this is really a great statement,it is the only hope for all rape victims, victims of violation, stealing[no just stealing, but  compares plagiarizing ones life and art]or molestation,they  will ever have any hope.the rape they did too me was public and ugly and still they are violating my life, they are not getting any 'free porn'[what i did  was all ethical, what they did to me was  ugly beyond belief]and the real big money,my intellectual property from the term'global warming' to stories, novels,series, art, design,dance, juggling, the real money was always in my writing. they don't have it now nor can they ever rape me again. 27 years of celibacy has been easy compared to surviving the kind of rape they did to me. 6 members of my family are dead,my home taken, my animals killed, my son taken screaming out of my arms, no one will have a chance at art, or to have an economy or freedom if this technology goes unchecked,unstopped from its assault on privacy and decency. the years of violence and violation,and injustice have been terrible, i starve while my royalties made others billions, and they gloated over raping me and killing some of those i love.when i no longer could take the disabled bus, even though i had to wait for hours ,with no thyroid between snow mountains of packed ice in WVC parking lot,at least their was room to strech out and do the stretches. i often could not get groceries or medicine. thank God my nephew has been by once a week to take me shopping and for medicine.with so much ice and snow, and the violation,the attack at the bus stop, i can not even get on a bus until i can hold my walking stick for balance and protection. then their is the constant hate crimes and violation.the there is the gloating ,not only just raping me,'a goody' but the violence ,injustice and killing  6 members of my family to cover up stealing my  writing,that will never happen, because too many people know i have been plagiarized more than any other soul except maybe the bible.then the shooting at oxford high school, i recognized both parents and the boy they dragged along doing hate crimes too me at lake Chelan and Leavenworth[where my arms where broke]i saw that child gloat and brag they could do whatever they wanted'just not to get caught'.and 4 more innocent children are dead and a boy will have no life for the rest of his life until he dies. all these years i have to say none that ever plagiarized my work or violated my privacy or stocked me, etc,not one would ever care if their own kids, family, people they worked with would be killed for what they where doing violating and torturing me. even though i cant write a poem, a song or novel or story down,nor say one  aloud, they are losing someone billions,and after Fukushema,the whole world needs my new work on radiation and gravity and energy, maybe to even survive,and i can publish because i  would be stolen immediately and used for more violation and school shootings and injustice and the worst ma be the hypocrisy. then came Ukraine and i saw a whole country treated like i am, bullied, not acknowledged, terrified for their kids, and still they use the game their resident said i don't need a ride i need bullets' taken from years of me saying to thugs trying to attack me.when they tried to force me to ride with them, i don'need them,I need money from my royalties for my own car' of course Putin thought he would 'get away wit violation Ukraine' might makes right,ad this country kept supporting violation wit stronger technology,such a world has no chance to survive.and with stealing intellectual property using rape injustice and hypocrisy, no one will be able to stand up for their rights.still te music keeps coming, thank God they don't have it,and the stories and writing are far better than anything  they  have plagiarized and ruined, and so was my juggling,my back in agony,often sick,going through constant hate crimes,i was real good,again,now i just hurt.but i must believe i will be paid my royalties ,have a life for me and my kids in freedom and privacy,and a hope to heal. i must believe that i will be paid royalties and restitution soon under clear  skies and the violators will not be able to destroy the world. the few bright lights in my life i cling on too one it is  yoga class,no downward dog, so i learned to love 'puppy pose' every class i have hurt, i keep going,the spirituality becomes stronger and even more magical and beautiful so is the work i can't publish, YET!those trying to use me or mine, or exploiter me in any way, they  will die poorer than they made me, my karma is good through it all.love your child, hold her close, Namastea, Hope under torture