I can not stop crying, 19 more little ones, 2 dear teachers, our future have been ripped from us, their lives stolen ! it was not GUNS, it was not GOD! it was a society that again and again allowed tortured, rape, violance ,injustice ,allowed the game 'hurt the good' allowed it again and again ,year after year of senseless torture. i was tortured horribly Monday night by people that wee violating my privacy for 'the game'.all these many years of torture, me a 5 time cancer survivor that testified against nuclear energy in 1984, not stop injustice and torture ever sense i publicly spoke out.the boy who did the shooting had a speech impediment, his mom on drugs, and he sees year after year me ripped away from my child, bullied ,terrorized because i stood against violation, stealing from me my intellectual property, dehumanizing me, terrorizing me, and torturing me with some kid of terrible weapon that feel likes its melting your bones, with repeated phrases, because i have never did anything criminal, immoral, or unethical for anyone to justify this violation and injustice.He has a speech impediment, i starved to teach a child ,a child who has been raped and molested has a baby, so he could speech, they did not want people to know illegal surveillance is run for profit by monsters.they stocked me with the monster that raped that baby,surrounded me with cop cars at a truck stop in Pennsylvanian after going to New york on 9/11,while i starved and do nothing ,he gloated over raping a 3 year old child! while i stood there starving my art, my songs, stories where making those that kill and rape and misuse technology billions, no more! there not making any $ now!these wonderful,innocent precious beings, these children that should have known only light and love, sweetness and understanding, were killed by another child in agony, if they can bully and stop me from publishing my work ,worth trillions, on renewable safe, none polluting ,cheap energy, that will save millions of lives, what can they do with bulling and stocking to a child at risk/ a bullied child? a child who never had a mom like Ihad, a child who never had a mom like I am?a boy alone and in despair? and he knows what they are doing to me who has done only good, what is right their whole life? how can he ever hope to stand up against their lies and injustice/ that is what the shooter at Marysville asked me 3 months before he shot himself and 5 of his classmates at Marysville here in WA ,after seeing me juggle all day, i still am tortured.this shooter birthsday, he turned 18 ,the day of the buffalo massacre in NY, he lost all hope!no matter how I am tortured, alone, in agony ,undergoing constant death threats i refuse to do anything wrong to justifie their slavery and obscenity! this child could not, because the monsters doing this to me don't want us to be armed and stand up, or defend ourselves or our families! 6 members of my family have been killed to steal my royalties, i call their names but they are not there, NO MORE!with peace and truth fight back! to the good folk in agony missing these lovely gentle children i cry out ,be good to each other, i and others like you ache for you! we miss your kids already, even though we never meant them!i hang on,in pain from the last assault of smashing my wrist, my juggling harmed no one, these kids in their classroom hurt no one, to survive and have any economy, truth, restitution, freedom privacy, pay me my royalties, to Roberta May Hope Caster, and my remaining children, Hope under torture. children of light and life and love, go in beauty, you are missed!!! you wish to stop the slaughter on the innocent? end the torture and injustice out the truth done to me,for this injustice and cruelty spreads like a cancer in our nation, used by elites for power and control of media and society, we must stop them NOW! if we don't there will be no economy, and far worse! may 26 , 2022 after robb school shooting