my heart goes out to the wonderful little mom that stood up so bravely while the children were being shoot.' I can not make this sh#t up' to quote me. every one of the parents that have had their kids involved in a school shooting know how i felt, running in terror, homeless, blown up in my car, when my children were threatened. everyone of them will tell you they would have done what i did, going without my life and death thyroid medicine ,starving, no shelter, to safe guard my children. i did not need to be locked up and my heart stopped 3 times, my house taken, my pets killed'their protection' was to give my child to a monster that had tried to have us shot down! i know exactly how that dear good mom feels, every day i went without my medicine it felt like my hands and feet where being burn in acid. every step of the way i was stocked by bully thugs gloating over raping me, gloating over 'hurt the good' your kids know this is all true,how helpless do they feel when they get scared, or it is happening to them? how does that mom and all of us feel when the folks that are paid to REALLY protect us, become our prosecutors? what right have they to threaten us? everyday i am forced to hear 'luv u, sorry,your going to die, die poor',everyday day after day, 18 years[at least of just those hate crimes,but year after year for standing up for kids rights, workers sights, against industrial pollution and radiation ,standing against racism and sexism..i did nothing wrong, i spoke out against illegal surveillance and stocking and the ugliest form of tracking and violation of my privacy.those wonderful little people in Uvalday, many would have been saved, if we has a people would have stopped 'hurt the good' listen to what this mom is saying, the police where more aggressive on her and other parents, than the criminal doing the shooting. i write this on two wrist that are throbbing, broken ,in a park waiting for a bus. the same park where i was bullied last summer ,by people using kids for porn, then threatened by the police for me calling them on it, for speaking the truth! if they had of arrested those aholes last summer, their might not have been a shooting at Robb elementary![note the name game]if i had been paid my royalties, the truth had of came out about violation of human rights folks, the violation of privacy for profit,about bulling and gang stocking, maybe these kids would be alive! MEANWHILE the cop who harassed me and ,those cops in Texas, were paid to stand there while the 19 children and 2 teachers were shot! they threatened the parents and handcuffed a mom, been there done that, they must not be paid! we don't need injustice with their phony 'protection' those police following orders need to be fired and their benefits taken from them! we are a traumatized people ,never having the truth about 9/11,seeing a man lead a violent overthrow against the government and not put in jail, while Julian Assuage spends years in jail for telling the truth! living under double speak and hypocrisy and no economy can stand this amount of unreality! MEANWHILE more kid died last year of cancer than any other reason and i am stocked and tortured for being a 'goody' for telling the truth and doing what is right. not allowed to publish my work on safe, cheap renewable energy. NO MORE!while fuk u she ma bleed into the ocean and we are under fire in america,we need real protection, police that will not go along with 'hurt the good' are the only police or government employees that will get paychecks!my heart goes out to all victims of violence and injustice.a blessing on all who weep for their loved ones that are gone, my mom, sister, dad, father in law and oldest nephew, i will miss everyday, has i miss my life that i had worked so hard after cancer to make for me and my kids, I will have it back, for those using me will die poorer than i ever was, i went 40 days with no food while my royalties made billions,that was their 'protection' of me.we must confront why those folks, raised and indoctrinated with 'hurt the good' and 'might makes right' lose hope and tragically do violence. stay none violent speak out for the truth.to survive and have an economy ,truth, restitution,pay me,privacy and freedom, to Roberta May Hope Caster, and my kids, Hope under torture june 6 2022 response to Democracy Now