namaste! The last class video was really a nice good strong workout. I went for all 3 extra credit videos because I have struggled so much just to do the full videos ,and the full classes. I have had to rest and not push my wrists too much. With this bad of an injury I have not only had to deal with injuries but the lethargy that comes from being so much of the time sedimentary!also i have had the real health issues that only a 5 time cancer survivior has to deal with and overall a lot of virus and colds and hay fevers, it has been a long cold miserable spring but i keep going. the yoga has so helped because it forces me to keep trying. it has seemed disappointing not being able todo the strong postures i was getting to do,[again] but i hve had to 'come back' so many times from sever and even cautastroupic health and assaults so often that I have learned it is not always how 'good' i do, but how 'good ' i do through the experiences i am forced to endure. one of the hardest is the ongoing stocking, violation of my life and privacy and the damage it has done to me and my family that i love so dearly.i meant to correct you that day, the child i helped raise that you called my 'daughter' was my neice, she is no longer in any way related to me. it is one thing to go through hard things in life, but their is, and never will be any excuses for violation of others, and when taken to extremes, it has been a crime not only against me, but a crime against humanity. you are so fortunate to have your sweet child, i hope you will always be able to be togeter through lifes ups and downs. in my case t was not simple ups and downs, it was true evil, and not comming from any deeds i created, but real explotation. there can be no place for it in my life or anyones life, no one can use me, not and ever proper because no ,matter how  bad the torment was and is,,and it wasand is  terrible, i REFUSED to go the dark side or allow it near me, those trying to exploit me or violate me and my remeaining family will have nothing of value,no one can misuse technology and have any other out come that misuse of anyother energy,it will come back on them ,violators die poor' is the truth! so it is just not the 45 yreas or so of hate crimes and injustice i have and am still enduring,it is just not the 6 members of my family killed to steal my royalties, it is the dead that are still living like her,that are dead to me. they took my oldest child i raised, killed on a bus in Bend Oregon 2 years ago, but long before that they had taken that girl. now i demand they  leave me and  my beloved other kids, my child, my lfe alone, if i am not paid with restitution soon there will be no economy to pay me, no civilization can stand this amount of hypocrisy or cruelity, and with my work on energy and the the paper i wrote in 1973 and coined the phrase 'global warming' it is becoming critical on how much the planet needs my work and stops forever the violation of life with technology being used has a new slavery! i survive ,partly because of the joy i have in myself for loving my family so much and always treating them with compassion and understanding,i miss them ,but i also know i loved well and with all my heart, now i live to have my kids with me in freedom and privacy and have the life i deserve and the money from the work that is mine, it will help the whole world and maybe stop the next 'Robb Elementary' shooting. Yoga I used like an anchor through a year of hate .The yoga video number 17 was really good, it is the one I did best  fully as I could, the standing postures help so much with balance! it was my favorite, 19 was really a good energy go for it video and 20 was very special because it was a good winding down and transition from class to work in the world video, all of your videos where very good this term, but i do so long for the group to get back to the energy flowing, my space is so small and mean that need more room! take wonderful care of your sweet child, she is a handful, but i am so grateful she is, she has good strong energy! you are doing a good job, be patient with yourself, you do good work! soon i know  I will be in a better bigger home with more freedom and privacy, and i know i will have the kids i love neerer me, without my other nephew i could never have survived the winter.in many ways my surviving all this is not only a miracle, but perhaps the real hope for the world, the truth will come out, it cannot be stopped! see you in fall, have a good summer, HOPE

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