the prison system has become a criminal organization. these two men whose deaths were caused by a system that does not respect or uphold humans rights.their deaths should be called what they are MURDER. 6 members of my family have been killed to cover up illegal stealing of my intellectual property. i was stocked, raped publicly, beaten on multiple occasions, i was locked up , i omitted no crime and after being blown up in my car. the second car in as many weeks of mine that were destroyed by violence. i never burgled or stole anything, i never kidnapped my son, i had raised him alone, he was taken by a man ,because he worked in the system ,he and his adulterous hoe, has gotten away with sex with my 15 year old niece, had hired their neighbor to shoot at me and my baby with an M-16. he shot over 100 rounds at me and my 2 year old child i sheltered and ran with. the cult of the cop, the incredible body of police heroism ingrained in citizens from a mass of TV ,movie and media bombardment. and we people are also too terrified to speak out against, until Uvaildea rubbed our cowardly faces in it! I was put to death three times behind bars, while awaiting a trial i was not allowed. if i had not went and got my child that night we would have both been killed, i saved our lives. i never stole ,burgled or did any violence, the force used on me was unimaginable, i was put to death three times on drugs they knew would kill me. for the last 20 years i have been subject to violence, hate crimes and repeated bugging ,with hate crimes and repeated phrases that are being used to try and drive e insane, to prove illegal bugging of me was somehow then 'OK' NO! i did work with children suffering from downs syndrome,, there is no justifications that makes cruelty to anyone 'ok' not the crazy, not the disabled, not those incarcerated! every ,'sorry, thank you, die poor ,your going to die, luv you, die poor' every word repeated for the last 20 years are hate crimes, every time i go shopping or take the bus or go to school a fake cough,or some other hate crime, a reference to torturing people like me who stand against all crimes to children, woman innocents of any kind the helpless the hurt, especially child molestation, the monsters that are raping my privacy also rape kids. it has caused a callous indifference to all rights!there are still questions about Parkdale, Cuze must be incarcerated for the rest of his life, what he did is unconscionable, but WHY did Cruz act as he did? His mom had just died, was he stocked? he had a history of violence ,but was he 'pushed into this level of violence? why did the policemen who stopped the police from assaulting the active shooter, why was he and were they not held accountable? maybe the police in Uvaildi would never had allowed that shooter to go one hour and 17 minutes, maybe some of those little ones would not have bleed out has they did at Columbine, if those police had immediately stormed the door, they had guns and body armor, those little kids did not. i am glad Alex Jones is having to pay restitution, they lost someone they loved, i have lost 6 members of my families and 2 good friends, yet their killers were never publicly tried, although the very firm that hires them killed most of them already.they were all killed to steal my art and intellectual property. i was put to death, my heart stopped three times, was not crazy or a criminal, i was punished for for telling the truth. every time i tried to work, i put in over 2,500 job applications, i was denied employment, i refused to become their hoe or criminal, and i was tortured for being a 'goody. while i was stocked, ridiculed, and beaten[ i write this with two hands in pain, 2 wrists broken last Hanukkah,'from a violate attack,]but over and over i was violently assaulted when i tried to work writing and performing my juggling shows that i write, costume and block, dance and juggle in. i went over 40 days with no food n The USA while my intellectual property was making those that stole it billions. thugs like R Kelly stole the song 'yes I can fly' while he raped and tortured for 30 years over 30 woman. he supported his mass crimes with $ from my stolen royalties! i wrote that song because i had jumped off a 45 foot cliff, the shooter was the neighbor of my ex and his hoe , they hired him to kill us, shoot at us with at m-16, i had a cliff to jump off, i was beat to hell, i wrapped my body around my baby , he did not have as scratch on him, every parent of every child in a school shooting that is dead, understands how grateful i was to endure that savage beating when i hit the rocks and did not let go! the oldest child i raised, Micah Kuiokaloni, was killed 2 years ago on a bus, i know exactly how these parents feel! to the man who wishes Cruz dead from what he did, i say this, the system is too often wrong, we can not allow them the right to take life when they are so brutal to the innocent! the rings of power is on prime, Galadriel says this about revenge para phrase,' you can not cure thirst drinking sea water' i think their writers caught the spirit of Tolkien here.and his incarceration for life is far worse punishment than death, you must see that! to the youngster who thinks the guns are responsible, i have owned guns, have hunted for food, it is good to love and respect and honor in the first nation way all life, including food that subtenants us. GUNS did not kill those you hurt so for, not by themselves, people did, a broken system that wants to enforce, not protect its innocent citizens! a way of allowing 'hurt the good' the guns were used , but like all technology ,what was evil was how they were used! guns alone did not kill your loved ones, 'sorry, luv u thank u ,die poor, die' might have! i offer my blessing, love and prayers for your unbearable pain, i live in that pain every day! i beg you go in beauty, remember them with love have compassion on all life! my new work is safe, none polluting renewable clean energy. the term i created in 1973, 'global warming' is real. it lead to me alone, very sick, stocked in Tucson, creating safe energy, 2004. my people believe the wonderful animals act has totems and keep us alive ,through their meat, through their lives and spiritually through a consciousnesses all life has. we believe spirit animal friends are guides helping us know how humanity better. it is not only human life that is threatened by global warming, but all life! I hang on sick, disabled and harassed, with my energy begging for help so i can publish! to all those suffering, go in beauty, to those that do violation 'die poor'! [RMHC] to survive and have an economy ,truth restitution, freedom royalties, to Roberta May Hope caster, [and my kids] Hope under torture, or we will have noway to have an economy, and far worse. the rich will loss more, they have further to fall, and we are not buying it! Hope under torture,respose democracy now oct14 2022