another shooting, we ,has a nation have no time to grieve between one mass shootings and the next.the true terror of gas lighting, and i have been its victim for far over 35 years, is it' deniability. we are being lied too, they can not be one loan gunman that lost his mind time after time, there must be a pattern of why. i believe the same gas lighting is being done, perhaps , to others, has done too me. to a select group of others and ,when they are very young men, they seem to be successful in having them kill innocent people in a mass shooting. who would benefit from these terrible assaults? anyone who wanted a society where people were to scared to speak out. the police would benefit from them and over time and might appear as saviors, being they are the only one with power to stop the insane shooter .the police might get more illegal and legal weapons ,more higher tech toys. a prison system, certainly every one of these shooters, if they are not killed when stopped from their madness killing innocent folks, their lives are virtually over, why anyone would risk life in prison is far beyond me, it is worse than any show you ever saw, or anything you have ever heard, to lose ones life in the pursuit of harming others is truly insane. why in Gods name, folks, is this happening? the press have never questioned law enforcement's word,too often they hold a police conference for the police and their statement is taken has Gospel. they often make money off these deeds,they are never investigated enough, the government makes mistakes, that is what the press is for, to get at the truth. are people being targeted from a black opps group? and why do we have such enormousness police and other other law enforcement budgets? they certainly have not done enough to keep the populace safe. in my case where i have been bugged, stocked and tortured with monsters using high tech. it was done for profit, the harry potty, De Vince crap, and game of crones where all based on my creative writing, you have heard rock, hip hop, rap, country and R and B all your life plagiarized from my writing. this I KNOW, Harvey Weinstein, the monster that raped woman, was a big man in the 'wheel', a group that people use for big corporations to stock me with. Epstein, sold and violated under age girls, stocked me, often with very young girls, i told him and anyone else that stocks, violates me or tries to use me, 'use me, violate my life, you will die poorer than i ever was' he was a billionaire, he died in jail without a penny in his pocket, but anyone violating my life or using me or exploiting me ,will die poorer than i ever was and i went 40 days with no food, and have never done anything immoral or unethical through years of threats, violence and injustice. Pattick, the assumed 'shooter' at the Jason Aldean shooting at Harvest Fair in Las Vegas, he and his brother were organizers and stokers and instigators of hate crimes to me. him i confronted., maybe twice[his brother looks just like him] Jerrod Lofton was a stoker, he killed people including 11 year old child Christina Green[born on 9/11]and Gabby Gifford he shot in the head, they killed a judge and the advocate ,her aid trying to help me, who had confirmed i was being stocked and was the victim of hate crimes, Gab Zimmerman. the girls from Juarez, at least one i know of was use d to stock me, also some of the innocent migrant workers may have been killed by these monsters trying to use racism that have stocked me with Latinos. green river killer stocked my juggling shows in Seattle, he was a know associate of my ex.i believe i had been stocked by the cop guilty of the shooting in Orlando Florida. i meant and tried to help the child that did the shooting in Marys Ville Washington, that child was frightened to death, he ran away and i could do nothing to help him..i was the target in the shooting in 1987 museum tavern shooting in Salem, ore, only a miracle kept me from being there that night.i have been the victim many times of violence, including 2 paid for murder attempts, one in 1992 in the Mollala River in Oregon, 1 in 2002 when i tried to work, at a clean good show i wrote in 2002 in outside of Reno Nevada was blown up in my car and put to death 3 times on drugs it was known i was deathly allergic too. i was stocked by a man who i believe was Adam Landa's dad,[doppelganger?] he was the vice president of Ge, a company that makes money from nuclear power., of the sandy Hook shooting,dad. there are other incidents like this. my baby and i were shoot at twice with automatic weapons, etc.i created the term in 1973 'global warming to warn the world and stop use of nuclear power, weapons and limit fossil fuel growth. i am a juggler, clown, writer, dancer and medicine woman, i have no reason to lie, indeed i have suffered and been harmed for telling the truth, no MORE! never have never hurt ,stocked, stolen, or did anything knowing to hurt others, but i am hell on violators of me or family.[as we all would be ]i am not a criminal or crazy, i have been torture almost none stop sense 1984 when i started writing the stories plagiarized into harry potty, ,that year i testified against the nuclear cabal. i am a feminist ,environmentalist and 5 time cancer survivor.i am still being stocked and plagiarized[except now they have not my work] while my work made billions i, in pain ,hardly survive. the shooter at Marysville school told me i was use has an example of what they did to ;goodies ' if he spoke out. i believe he was being molested, not by family ,those he was trying to protect, but someone else, are other shooters going through the hell i have went through and still am going through? i do not know, i fear some are, certainly the Crumbley's boy, school shootings in Minnesota and gabby and Laundry, Wilson and MaKenzy where all stokers of mine. if i,that am innocent and do what is right, if i am threatened then what kind of monsters are we making in the surveillance state? what kind of society? i am a none violent juggler with safe renewable energy being tortured, help stop it!with global warming i have no way to publish my work, all my art was plagiarized and ruined. to survive and have an economy freedom truth restitution ,privacy and pay me my royalties to Roberta May Hope Caster, Hope under torture, i write this on wrist broken from a violate attack last Dec &,still tortured, anyone else they torture and treat this unjustly might crack and break, i prey not! stay honest, i beg you all stay none violent! Hope my heart and prayers for Iran and all who stand against crimes toward, woman, kids,men, the innocent, HOPE