his is an issue that really needs to be addressed. i have been 'gas lighted' with a 'new' phyc torture , people that worked for big corporations, violated my life to steal intellectual property, then 'gas Lighted' to cover up the original crime of violation of my life and their stealing intellectual property. the'trauma'is me finding out i was being publicly raped, violated, and this was used to stock me ,terrorize me ,even used has an excuse to justify stealing my intellectual property [books, songs, stories, shows, stand up and science] i was blown up in my car, my life and my kids lives had been repeatedly threatened by scum violating my life.the threats were very pacific, i was too 'go away' or my kids would be killed to make my death look like a suicide.to cover the injustice and plagiarism, my mother and sister were both murdered to cover up stealing my writing and to not have me have support systems. my writing was stolen, i made a living writing my own juggling shows, i could not get hired, i put in over 2,000 job applications, i was up against big money, i testified against nuclear that gave me cancer. i had been blown up in my car, locked up over 2 years ,mostly in solitary, forced drugged on drugs that stopped my heart 3 times. when i got out the threats to me and my children were almost none stop. but my behavior was not 'crazy' so to cover up plagiarizing me ,they had to make me 'go away' to save my life, and my kids, i had to leave my children, there was no choice, like your mom. i was in agony to be separated from my kids, but i had to realize and face i had been blown up in my car, i had been forced drugged[never diagnosed with any mental illness] my heart stopped 3 times from forced drugging to drugs it was known i was allergic too.i slept in ditches, i starved and even was forced to go without my anti cancer hormone that my body needs to live. [i lived in terrible pain]when i tried to work, at juggling shows i write, a man was hired to beat me to death, i took over 40 blows from a base ball bat. has bad has that was ,worse was the trauma based torture[ a phrase i invented] used on me, i was stocked by jeeps, sometimes hundreds at a time, because i do not pay much attention to car types, i had been stocked quite a while, a person involved in this later told me, without paying any attention to it. so they raped[made sure i knew about it] a small boy, killed him, then dragged his body behind a jeep. he was about the age as one of my kids at the time.this is real trauma, they killed a boy about the same age mine too make sure i would connect the threat! i made sure the authorities knew about these threats before i left, they knew how to torture me! also several lawyers and other people, i had informed. it was all i could doto safe guard my children, all i cared about.the trauma i endured, having a child killed over terrorizing me so terrorized me the agony was is unspeakable! that thugs could use technology to plagiarize my writing, was extreme, but this is far worse, my terror was incredible at that point. i am a 5 time cancer survivor , i gave birth breast feed after breast cancer, knew my primary cancer would come, back, but i loved my baby, so much i lived through all of it. i had miscarried from the cancer, 13 times, before having a child, the other kids were nieces and nephews i helped raise. in 2001 ,, the trauma of killing this little boy, who i did not know, simple to traumatize me was over whelming. the stocking of me still goes on, to this day. yesterday when i was out shopping, they stocked me with jeeps, a certain make of car, para military, to terrify me. finally a cop told me they were using a jeep because that is the kind of car i paid some people for to use for a day when i had went after my child and saved his life, after i was blown up in my car. this never had even occurred to me! they had made up i had stole the car, so they thought i would connect it, of course because i didn't steal the car i connected it to the death and raped and murder of the little boy in Kansas. this is trauma based torture. it is organized and terrible, right out of room 101.to me who is a very private person, I had trouble even trying to explain what they had done to me,worse than the rapes or beatings, other killings they have tried to base on this 'game' i can only plead for none violence, for mercy, for compassion! but i am only a person, i yell at them also, and tell them off, it seems to stop or at least make them back down.sense i am a dancer teacher, juggler, mum, song writer, environmentalist poet, getting angry was hard, but i have had to do what i would do for another in agony being treated this way, i must also do for myself. address this sickness, this group stocking and violation of privacy for profit, please, it is manifesting terrible mental illness, not in me, { i am tortured and traumatized] but in any who allow it or participate in it. i am also part first nation,although i was raised partly white and look white, i am part Stoney first nation! it has helped me, that and my devout Christianity and spirituality. and the fact i am innocent of doing wrong.but other victims of this kind of assault, done at this terrible amount, that could only happen with advanced technology, other victims of this are going to die from it and i am sure have. the harm it does to anyone who would actually participate in this is beyond belief, they become orcs instead of humans, hypocrites of emptiness, people disassociating real people from those they see on a screen..i write this with 2 broken wrists, in pain,so much violence, 18 inches of my gut taken from assault, my back broken 5 times, my arms 7 times, i do not not do drugs, drink alcohol or am not permissquise, this also helped keep me alive.but i hardly survive and am still tortured.[repeated hate phrase, no not'hearing voices' technology]but the cruelty is grueling and 6 members of my family have been killed over this'game'and so many others. i termed the phrase 'global warming' in 1973, my new work is clean, safe renewable energy, please help me have freedom so i can publish, but also so this is made public and stopped.! i like me, i am good with god and Karma, this is about $ and technology. just like it was with the Nazis .to survive and have an economy we can not allow this! to survive and have an economy, freedom, truth restitution, pay me my royalties, to Roberta May Hope Caster, Hope under torture. a blessing and all my prayers to any others suffering injustice and violence, please every one, stay honest, stay none violent! HOPE nov. 24, response to trauma doctor, democracy now 2022