my heart goes out to all those suffering at Club Q. we have all lost, every citizen in america loses every time these acts of injustice take valuable citizens away from us.weather it is a school shooting or any where.i have been the point of the spear with violence so often, and hate crimes and injustice, it never gets ant easier. unfortunately the scum doing this too me has a 'formal' for who and how to 'target' for stocking ,for violence, for rape and child molestation. based on the ugly viscous lie that any human has a right, to violate another's privacy, to dictate their religion, to tell them what to believe or do, as long as their actions are none violent or none invasive, no one has a right to dictate to you. the rest is a lie. my pride in the brave football players at the soccer games and the Iranians standing in solitary with their woman, of the players wanting to end hate crimes to those that are gay or targets of injustice,. these guys prove it is not just about 'woman' or children' or race', it is about us all. with why and how they use me it is about money and power. everyone who has property, investments or benefits can be targeted and robbed of all they have because it all runs off intellectual property! i thank them for proving this is not just a male issue, of violence and misuse, of power, but a human issue.when you see some one bullied, anyone bullied, stand up and say NO! when you see somebody threatened or treated unjustly fight back, no one has a right to tell you who to love, to believe in , to believe or not in God, to violate your life ,children or environment. i f we believe in Ukraine having a right to exist and that Putin is wrong to invade them, then we must also believe the folks out clubing had a right to have a good time doing what they want, that all of us have a right to have an environment free of hate crimes and and violence and violation,free of pollution that can end lives, make people sick and kill life on our planet. 'we are a gentle angry people, we are fighting for life on earth'[quote R.M.H.C.] we will fight with none violence, we will fight with truth, we will win,or their will be no people at all. i will not tell the good people in Idaho, Virginia, Iran, and now Colorado, not to grieve, for the loss is undeniable and the pain terrible. i will tell you to hold on, it never gets 'easier' but you can and must live with the pain of your loss. my mother, sister, father in law, brother and oldest nephew, all gone before their time by those violating my life. i survive ,under torture and violation, but i have no life. i do what is correct and right, i speak out and do not allow rape, of me or others, or violence[unless me or my kids safely is involved] i stay none violent. i know that every word on their microphone, every fake action, every gas lighting or hate crime, will come back on those trying to use me or mine, to violate or exploit me, will come back on them 10 times to the tenth power. if this was about karma, i would be richer than Bill gates, Baziose, and the king of England, pay me ,out the truth and and your children would not think they are muggles, and we would be confronting 'global warming [my phrase, invented in 1976,]with safe renewable clean energy. to survive and have an economy freedom, truth, restitution and pay me my royalties, privacy, to Roberta May Hope Caster and my kids, Hope under torture, to democracy now, Nov 22 2022