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Namastea, i had hoped when the computer shutdown I wound be able to retrain the first addition i had wrote, it was very nice, but with wrists throbbing from cold and so many bones having   been broken it looks like i must write the whole thing again! it is so cold tonight in my little shack, the cold seeps in and it hurts my back,[broken 5 times] my wrists [both broken] my gut that is missing 18 inches,[from hate crimes, stocking and unjustly using technology] my skull that has been so battered 5 profound concussions, 2 of them compound concussions],my fingers[all of them were broken] my arms [broken 7 times, my jaw, nose, broken, my collar bone broken,my teeth smashed into my skull, still i would testify against nuclear emery again.many who have done hate crimes to me are alive because what i did that day to stop nuclear energy from destroying the food chain., the cancer and birth defects, their profoundly dirty use of emery is! the wind swirls the snow, it makes my wind chimes play. i can hear the snow fall, even when i sleep, it is a first Nation thing. i was in far more pain last winter,it was a far more drastic fight to survive with 2 broken wrists, but i have been far more ill this term, the smoke from forest fire['global warming' a term i invented in 1973] when i invented the term 'global warming', i was stocked, harassed and called a fake a loser ,stupid, wrong, etc. etc.then my paper had been stolen, i was stocked by thugs that should not have even known i wrote the paper! then i had terminal cancer, at my worst i weighted 72 pounds, my eyes were being forced out of my head from brain swelling. i lost my sight for a time. my singing career and ballet career were gone, i created rythmatic gymnastics, i turned cancer into an art that is now an Olympic event. helping my life own life and bettering the world. but it is far too sexist because when it was taken from me ,racism, sexism, won. we need it enlarges to include men ,woman and children, and different objects,mini hoops, wands,[the angel stick] poi and bola, and staff, that someday will happen.  also movement with these will be included, like pair skating is today, pair juggling and gymnastics, it will keep growing, journey with purpose! that is what I am and what i do, i see' the things that we can make, create and flow with. that is why yoga keeps helping me, in the corners of my mind and the access of my imagination, always . the great harm done to me and my family, 6 members have been killed  to steal my royalties, 45 bones broken by violence, all except those broken by my ex, where done by strangers, as are the hate crimes and most of the exploitation. all that hate and yet still the happiness of winter fills me with delight in spite of them. one of my sweet babies was killed for my royalties, no ocean could ever contain the tears of sorrow for that, but i have great joy in how good i was to him, no parent is perfect and man he was a handful! how i loved him, what good care i gave him, Micah Kuioakaloni, we danced to the crocodile rock! he and all my kids loved me doing yoga, they loved my juggling, they loved my mime, my dance, my cooking,  my music, my shows, but best of all they loved me creating new stories! they were the first to hear them, in some instances, like my first nation stories, the frist people to hear them in many decades, until i get privacy and can write them for their are so many more of them that i was told and will be lost forever now, if i do not get privacy, for  those violating my life would steal them and ruin them has they have all my art they stole,no other children, no ones inner child will be able to have the stories ever again..... i can hear the wind playing with my wind chimes in the cold. yoga is good in winter, but better for me a 5 time cancer survivor in summer! being so ill all term i did not advance much ,but it helped me live! and live and be payed my royalties i must have, for my new work on renewable safe clean emery will save people from birth defects and cancer and so many other illnesses from global warming and carcinogenics!has bad has the violence, hypocrisy and hate crimes are, the worst in many ways is simply the evil that is violation of privacy! to survive it i must have very, very good karma!one of the most disgusting things is seeing others use me or try to use me for for profit ,while i am tortured,,and know that every hate crime, every bit of hypocrisy, every act of trying in any way to use me will destroy them utterly. stop i scream, leave me and my children out of your terrible dirty loop! through it all i stay pure in my soul. fori never violated another and never allowed another violated. my heart ,keeps fighting the wrongness and hypocrisy and still  i go on  creating good. yoga helps. no one 'pure can use me, because i am innocent of any wrong, to use me will destroy all they have or could have, no one evil can use me, for i am innocent and said NO! they will be destroyed in ways i cannot and do not want to imagine if they even try. i will keep knowing that i have must have payment for my stolen royalties, and stolen years of my life, so others following me will have a chance to not be violated slaves but creators of real good workable art. that i will be able to publish my work on renewable safe clean emery, that will stop millions from suffering birth defects and illness not only cancers but so many the effects of 'global warming' a phrase i created to give the world time to stop the killing of the chain of life. i created that term in 1973, the paper was stolen,i was stocked, called names and raped when i refused to pose for a beat off magazine, hell no, i wanted to publish my finding on global warming, caused by nuclear emery and fossil flues and 33 other causes. to date i have had nothing from the hit songs and books and stories and science stolen from me from illegal bugging, from the assault on humanity that is stocking and violation of privacy, but i will! i need a home ,safety for me and my kids, i need a life no one can  violate and free, and the world needs my work on energy.but it also needs the stories and songs that i wrote has i wrote them, not the warped stupid stuff they were plagiarized into, journey with purpose, every yogi knows this.we know yoga is for young, old, woman and men, we know that work is about payment, we know nothing matters more than truth and the next generation having freedom and privacy.we know using another beings art dirties the soul and destroys any who do it. technology is such a reat and wonderful tool, we cannot keep using it for this destructive purpose, not and survive as a people, not and have anything of value. my heart misses the 6 members of my family killed to steal my royalties, the ugliness they try and fill my life up with ,the senseless hardships and injustice, but i know, because of who i am ,it will come back on any and all who allow or try and use me, worse than they can imagine, just leave me and my family out of their dreadful worthless loop! my bones hurt, i ache from all the violence and injustice, but the light of goodness fills my soul.anyone can be good with a job, nice house and family, i have done great good in agony, poor, hungry,with groups of people stocking me to exploit me, i have proved the yoga/dance/ karma flow does exist in the world! not always, of course, what they have done is vile rape and torture, and no ocean can ever be filled with the tears for my family and my children's pain for  having us  treated like this and for me knowing how it hurts. it is our  lives! leave us alone! but with my emery design we can still save millions and have a future where folks won't die to turn on their lights or heat their food! last year after Hanukkah i lay on a side walk where i had been thrown down and my wrists broken, they spit on me has i lay there, i could not get up with 2 broken wrists, somehow i lived, with no thyroid, my car destroyed by vandalism a week before they assaulted me,alone with 2 broken wrists.that is great karma, i am humbled and in awe that i could stand one day of it, yet alone years of this hypocrisy, violence and abuse. the worst, besides separating me from my kids, family and work i so love,, it always violating my privacy, it is so very evil. the most incredible is my ability to heal, to bask in the in the light of the  universe, to understand that there are  powers that really hate violation and won't forever allow it, the technology being used to torture me will destroy them without the truth and without stopping it . we must use technology for good ,not for evil! i hear the wind and feel the snow fall and believe in goodness because i am self indemnified and see it in myself and the 6 member's of my family that were killed to exploit my work.  because i will not except rape ,sexism, racism or evil there is still Hope, because i live and have the incredible First Nation stories that need to be written and heard by future generations, because the world needs my work on energy! =i did one pretty good dancer last summer, it was far from where i did it in my youth or the wonderful dancer pose you are doing, but it was really the best i could do, i was so honored to be alive through such hate and injustice to be alive to do that wonderful pose! so this term i was sick, but my mind created songs and i worked hard at saving my life to have a life with kids in a safe private home ,paid for my work to stop this horror ever happening again to anyone else or me! my oldest is now gone on the pollen trail, but my others and my birth child still need me and their lives to be our own, and them and me are worth havin the lives we should have and are meant to have! i hear the snow, a First Nation thing, but also a dance thing, a poet thing, a a dreamers thing, a yogi thing! i really think your dancer is so very much better this year! it is just wonderful, i am so glad i am breathing ,even though it hurts! to have seen it and so much more! you had a nice class this year, next term i will work on dancer[i call that pose queen of the dance, i am always self identifiable by nature]i love warrior 3 pose, i think of it has bird pose, or when i can do it strong, as swan pose, or when i am wobbly it has quake, quake or duckling pose! i like to to windmill my arms getting into warrior pose, not to show off, bur because it feels so good!it winds up the spiritual emery! i will have a safe private home and somehow have what i need to publish my work, the world needs it and i and my kids must have it! i hear the snow, Namastea!so enjoyed the time in class with you this term and you are getting so good at teaching and at yoga, i hear the light! i do not not know if i will put my menorah out this Hanukkah, not after what they did tome last year, but i will light it and savor solstice and tell violators off, because no one is here to suffer for others to exploit, not ever! happy Hanukkah, Merry Christmas,,joyous solstice,Good yule,Namastea, Hope, Nov 28,2022