Kate Brown good work in not allowing the death sentence, now free me! i did no crime but was put to death 3 times, behind bars with no trial, after being blown up in my car, to steal my intellectual property. my home i worked 25 years for was taken, my royalties worth billions were stolen. i was literally tortured to death, did no crime, had no trial. i was forced to plead 'no contest' with threats to my children. i am proof of how draconian and totally wrong the system can be when it f#cks up! after years, and years and years or torture, before and after i was blown up in my car in 1998, i still have never done anything wrong, immoral or criminal. yet still i am tortured, my private life violated, i can not prey, sing, play music, or write in my home without it going to thugs that will use it for terrible criminality, no matter who they are or what they say, no one, not a government,a church, organization or person or group, has a right to steal intellectual property from illegal bugging. i have been celibate over 30 years, i was raped by a prison guard, but rape, weather it is illegal surveillance not, its not sex, it is an act of terrible cruel violence.[ no, i did not kill him, i am not that nice, i believe in real karma!] i will not be their object, and because of the horror of their sexism, saying woman are to be owned, like they are in Saudi Arabia and Iran, they used it has an excuse to rape me. my heart goes out to all the parents and caring folks that have lost kids at sandy hook, and other acts of violence, i demand a re-investigation of sandy hook, yes i know those kids were killed, and the terrible suffering of those innocent people, none better, when i tried to expunge my record my kids class was shot in. not for some crazy Q-anon fascist crazies, but because their are real unanswered questions, i say'follow the money''i was going to school the day i heard about sandy Hook, with cancer, almost blind, i paid back all my student loans, the state lost $500.00 of it, they found the $5,000.00 i paid back but wanted me with cancer to pay the $500.00 dollar loan back twice, NO! for this reason i can get no educational funding.i was bullied, gas lighted, stocked ,ridiculed that day, has i have been 1,000's of times. when my kids school was shoot into they stood beneath my balcony and chanted sorry' sorry we missed! love you, well we loved shooting into his class, your going to die , die poor!' one gas light ,there have been 1,000's and 1,000's.i said no! to a system that raped me and terrorized me to steal my income worth billions.i said NO! to violation of my private life. a life i earned getting rid of an abuser[he and his hoe shot at me and my kid twice with automatic weapons and threatened him unless i 'disappeared' [i have no reason to lie, to quote me, ' i can't and would not make this sh*t up,] i have had terrible violence every time i tried to make $ at my own juggling shows, i write, not just blown up in my car, hurled into the street, 2nd compound concussion, beaten with a base ball bat, the last was both wrists broken last Dec. 6. of all the juggling shows, rock shows, concerts, parades, civic events, the shows i miss the most are shows with cancer patients,[from 2-102 year old kids] nursing homes, gang kids,etc, all benefits. i did not do them only right before Christmas, i did them when the world had forgotten them, in February and August when ever I was needed, i never charged, i knew hat it felt like to be forgotten in a hospital bed, as a 5 time cancer survivor, i knew only too well. i would not put them at risk, if they beat me when i do a paying show what will they do to my benefits? this game is ;hurt the good' NO! yet after years and years of injustice, violence, harassment ,violation, hate crimes[15 cars destroyed from vandalism, 10 slashed tires] i still remain celibate and moral and ethical, like Saudi and Iran they used sexism on me, when i had a man i was not paid my royalties, making me a none human slave NO! those using me empty of all but a gloated predator, cutting off his own manhood, human hood. i know how the parents feel at sandy Hook, but learn the truth,when the beautiful brown skinned child i first raised was killed 3 years ago in Bend Oregon, i survived because i had done the best i could with him, i had made his childhood has happy has i could,. be kind to your children, be loving to those that are worth it and need it, be hell on violators to stop them! global warming is upon us, the nuclear weapons and plants must be shut down, the fossil fuels must be rationed, i have safe renewable energy, i can not sing write a poem or story down, i cannot publish my work on energy. too many people know, too much injustice has happened, they can not hurt me or my kids again, not and survive and have anything of value for themselves. to all victims of injustice and violence, stay none violent, stay honest, stop injustice with truth and good action! to those suffering the loss of loved ones or victims, be kind to yourselves, go in beauty! to survive and have any economy[and far worse]truth, restitution, freedom, privacy, pay me my royalties, to Roberta may Hope caster [and my kids] Hope under torture HOPE to democracy now, the first draft plus corrections was destroyed, second time with corrections, my wrists are screaming! DEC 14 2022