i am trying to get through to america what terrible harm hate crimes are against anyone.over the season of light i went through 1,000's of death threats. my only crime was i am a good creative writer, and i create things others do not think of.i also see the effects of trends before others do. weather it be songs, poetry ,shows, stand up or creative writing in the form of prose, stories,books, etc. i am not a very good none creative writer, it has been a real struggle to try and write these comments or my blog[journeys of Hope-May,goggle blogger] but i have also enjoyed trying to learn a new skill. it is hard for any woman ,with our conditioning to talk about themselves, and i am so interested in the world around me, that none of these comments has been what i would ever have ;choose' to write. but like all discriminated against people, i must be true to the reality of my life and relate my truth. if we do not listen closely to victims, to those treated unjustly we can never get the real poison and get the rot out of the system. what has happened to me does appear to be unique and singular, but i am not sure that it is. do other prisoners have to endure the psych torture done to me? is it happening to them? if not, it will be, and to survive has a country we can not allow this! are they too afraid to speak out? i know the violation of my privacy happened, with plagiarism, injustice and torture, long before i was ever locked up. i know of no other person put to death ,in America for speaking the truth. but there may be many more out there that have not my commitment to truth and human rights. it may be that it is happening to others .what i do know is that fundamentalist religion and sexism and the abuse they cause are world wide, the good and decent and very brave folks standing up in Iran, today and every day, have my prayers and full support. what i do know is that their will be millions of people that die this year, from cancers and other related illness that have no need to suffer such terrible illness, except for the corporate greed of few corporations that make deadly chemicals, nuclear waste and plastics and fossil fuels. many will also die from famine from climate instability caused by what i termed in a paper i wrote in 1973 and invented the term 'global warming' i am good at catchy phrases, but i could never have written that paper without the help of my mom and dad. they checked spelling[i am a rotten speller] and English and typed it for me.they both died before their time,my mom murdered to exploit me. i know of no other person in this country that lost family members to steal intellectual property. i do know the advertising industry has been up to their dirty little ears using me and they have also been involved in social manipulation for profit, a very dangerous thing to do and against everything we believe in a democracy. i do know everything to do with plagiarizing my work and violating my privacy, and repeated phrases and gas lighting and bulling is ALL illegal, immoral and destroys any who peripatetic in it or allow it. this holocaust remembrance month, we must never forget the horror that social engineering and propaganda and taking peoples rights away can lead too! i do not condone the killing of any innocent people, especially by a government. the fact that already in this new year 2 innocent children have died in Israel is a world wide tragedy. but so was the killing of a transgender person, i am glad she showed remorse for her crimes, before we give out death we must be very careful for we can not bring the victims back to life, i paraphrase Tolkien and his speaking through Gandalf, but i believe he was right. i am so glad that California has allowed its prisoners to call home, it protects the prisoners and will maintain a life line for their loved ones. but what has happened to me is a black stain on this country, everyday this injustice and cruelty goes on, it threatens to destroy our society, we saw just a taste of what could happen in our country on Jan 6. if we do not use honesty and have a system that people can believe in, then liars for hire can come in and sway an angry group, unsure of the truth but sure they have been lied too, and use it to disastrous effect. every time a child is molested, every time a person is raped, or their rights taken away and they are treated inhumanly we run the risk of that person becoming a criminal ,striking out out of terrible pain.that is why we must, right now stop the injustice of illegal bugging and gas lighting and using technology to stock or violate anyone for profit, every second of the many ,many years this has been done to me, is worse than everything bad i ever did in my life combined, including telling thugs misusing technology for exploitation off! they have repeated the same phrases to me, the words of a hoe that killed her half Arab child and struck 'home for the fatherland' as she killed him. every person is guilty no matter how they participated in a hate crime, that went along with gas lighting, torture, stealing y intellectual property,every person that went along with this is supporting ,in some fashion, the actions of that dreadful hoe, while torturing a person with cheap renewable safe energy the world needs. all illegal. they are destroying their own lives and the economy and damaging this civilizations so many have suffered and even died to create. i wrote two really cool songs yesterday, i would much more love to have you hear them as i wrote them, with someone with a good deep rich voice sing them, not me who had thyroid cancers and lost their singing voice,but i can not write them down or sing them out loud, we need not one penny more for violators. journey with purpose,not te crap they turn them into, and of course have my name on them and paid for them, otherwise all intellectual property is at risk. to survive and have n economy, and an environment that is sustainably livable, truth, restitution, freedmen, privacy, pay me my royalties, to Roberta May Hope Caster, and my kids, hope under torture,isay again, stand up for truth, use none violence, to all suffering violence, go in beauty, HOPE,Jan 42023,response democracy now