Namaste, i just finished yoga video 7. i really liked this video. one of the things i liked most was the way you relaxed the energy at the end of the video, it is very good to have a meditation relaxation 'end' to the work out. several of the early videos ended absurdity, or at least i felt they did.i wanted to explain to you also that i had told the people waiting to start class early that i did not think they were  filming me with their phones but just in case not to do it, you missed that part. i know it is a total violation of life to film others without their consent, unless your in law enforcement, work for the government etc, but it is a horrible and sad fact that people are actually video taping innocent normal citizens without their consent. it was done to me soothers[monsters]could make money, hat makes rape[violation of privacy] slavery[using others work for profit] it was interesting you said to try writing a book, it was because i WAS writing a book in 1984, about a little boy with a lightning bolt on his forehead, i am first nation, our biggest hero, cray Horse, wore a single lightning bolt on his forehead,.that work was plagiarized my life raped publicly and made life living hell,. it is not has intense terror has it was then, but death threats an hate crimes are still oing on.it is true what i always say'even when  was blown up in my car, i still knocked on the door' it was terror on terror to be blamed for a crime, innocent of any crime, to cover up exploitation of my life and work, what me and my kids have suffered is inhumanly cruel.even when i try and get on line, by the time i correct the spelling, my work has been plagiarized. it has been the worst combination, to exploit someone else and at the same time tell loser ,abuser criminals ,because that is really what anyone is who violates anthers life especially for profit, of course they lose everything they have and far worse .that they somehow will profit from this rape and violation. every word when they use repetitive hate speech is attempted murder,there were reasons i and a few of my kids were so terribly used, i read and composed songs and stories before i was 3 years old, my son spoke before he was 3 months old! they wanted high IQ, creative folks to exploit. i was putting my son into a special school for kids high in math and science when i was blown up in my car. the home,i worked for often at 2 jobs, making a living by my own art, ethical and has an environmentalist, was taken from me. after surviving terminal cancer and losing my 4 octave range singing voice to cancer, after helping raise 4 kids not my own, it was hell to see my work not only stolen but ruined.i long to write and have the rights to my own intellectual property, if you know of such a net work i can write on, please email the information, send me the 'link'[is that correct terminology?]it is so frustrating ,you have no idea how often i have tried to get my work published with my name and had it stolen! even by some monsters supposedly supporting copyright infringement laws!i know life is not perfect for anyone, but ,your home was broken into, can you imagine what it is like to have your home, your private life constantly violated, broke into in terms of privacy, by monsters trying to exploit or steal intellectual property/ hell on earth!my medicine circles, my deep spirituality helped save me, that and above all love for my kids, my god i do so miss MICAH!i know your converted barn house might get draughty ,but you are very lucky to have your own home,me and my families homes where taken, i will get them back, i hope soon so i will have years to enjoy them! the winters here are making me sick, especially in a mold infested shack, i have been sick the 12 years i have suffered here.last w year with 2 wrists broken from  the violent attack Dec 72022 was the wrost. it was really a miracle i lived through last winter. has a 5 time cancer survivor i know i must publish my work on energy so others will have a chance to live cancer free,has someone who has had 57 wallets, backpack, phones ,stolen i 15 cars destroyed from violence, i and my work made billions while i starved and screamed and cried to have my children in freedom, i must believe i have suffered so to stop this new technology used for slavery!45 bones have been broken from violence because i would never allow exploitation of me ,those i loved, my family, or anyone! when we talk about virtue in yoga itor cleanliness, it not just that i have been celibate for over 30 years, it is not problem to be alone when the only alternative to that was being publicly raped or in a relationship based on lying!it is i never stopped trying also to stop exploitation ,cruelty done to others also, not only did i not 'go along' i stood up against all exploration! one either supports violation or one does not, weather it is school shootings or violation of privacy!weather i is racism or rape!to live honorably and honestly means one lives honestly in ALL dealings with others, not just ;do not steal' but do not allow others to be stolen from or persecuted, do not allow others treated unjustly,or exploited in any way. if people had been even the least honest, had helped me stop this my Micah, my oldest child i raised, married 25 years, raised a child, worked with one leg, my beautiful brown skinned dark haired boy, would be alive. it is no lie when i say those trying to use me are trying to get their own families dead, it is not just Michael Height[he and his family stalked me in riverfront park, he shoot all 5 of them,his mother and mother in law aa few  weeks ago  in Utah, on saddle back street, then realized he wasn't cool for hurt the good, that no one was actually going to pay him for doing hate crimes and killing woman and children, and he killed himself.that is why i was stalked so terribly last week, his supporters. through all this i still do what is good and right, keep trying ,imperfect lots of mistakes but i do so try! including telling, always the truth!love your dear family, i so miss mine, i will get all my surviving kids back! if you hear of any homeless dogs or cats i am still trying to get my own home where i can have one without worrying about landlords!! or in my case, slum lords! must move away from this mold , to freedom and privacy, i like when you end your videos with a peaceful meditation,it helps me and i think others, on their journey through the day, my wrists hurt so for now, Namastea, HOPE! feb 16 2023 

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