Namaste,I really miss you, I am glad I am going to have 2 credit  yoga classes with you this spring term! i have been sosick the last 2 weeks it is hard to put into words, the owner and plumber made fun of my house keeping,  now i have to clean out an entire room wall for them to going and fix pipes that my neighbors from hell caused to be broke!i actually have cleaned the place up[for me] i am not a housekeeping prize! When I had cancer I learned to go for every second I could and not sweat the mess, yahve to to keep surviving! That is the kind of dirt I can get along with, no one likes it but we manage. the real dirt is those that violate! theirs is a sould dirt, first the horribleact of violation, then torture then maniplutivecrap to hurt te victium! all the time i was young i heard 'poor old woman whio did not have a boyfriend would get $ for my work and art, while i was dying with cancer and screamed NO! Then when I was married,poor single people could exploit me, while I screamed NO! When I was young I was no good because ... well ya get the picture,  now i say 'violators die poor', no one can use me ,niot and survive they can't'! good on me! At 12 I was told repeatedly I was too 'old' to have any life, ect. the aholes that use air are monsters, now it is because single woman are not allowed rights, while 6 married people, all put in wheelchairs before they died, were killed for being my family,everything they owned taken first, then killed.they blow me up in my car then blamed me for surviving! I never stole nor did any wrong, the fact is that people using technology for profit just want to hurt others to cover up the crime of stealing through violation. I am not a person bitching about life, i am a person standing up to massive hypocrisy while i kept making mlemonaidefromleamons, but no one can do that with their assaults, injustice and toxic waste, now a world needs the truth, they need my work!There is a foot of snow out there, I got my yoga clothes on,all ready to go try and do breathing while you folks did some hard stuff, but I will be hard pressed to make it to my doctor's office and back. My mom was a great homemaker and housekeeper. when i had cancer working full time ,supporting my mother in laws lazy son, my mother in law[certifiably a crazy] put down my house keeping, my mom, stunned me, the queen of good energy and light said 'thank goodness i raised a child that has something better to do than clean house!'I was thunderstruck ! later alone she said, this try to be neater! but maybe your great talents and creative energy flow out of your ability to see the great picture and not be caught in the mundane ' whow, this from a neat person who was always sorry i wasn't neater! to teach well we must always try and reach into where the student is connecting from, they won't all be yois or even try real hard,but what fun if some of them do!your positive approach is very good, build it always, it is demanding and hard, but we ,your students need it!is next week a full class week? i need it, also i will try very hard to do any makeup i need todo for pass fail, Namastea, HOPE, the snow is wonderful though in its quiet mysterious way, 'but i have promises to keep and miles to go before i sleep' [whose woods, Robert Frost Poem]i recited this poem while i was homeless to keep my kids alive,going through snow banks and starving,  HOPEfeb28,sick,a foot of snow between me and the doctors office across town1 2023,Hope

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