post 2] I want people to understand the real ugliness that the pedophiles did to my head that stalked me through Tennessee, i want the folks to know how enraged i am and how i am grieving for Tennessee, and i want to make clear how the aholes torturing me use pedophiles, requite them to violate kids for money for government, especially prisons and [un] law enforcement.the church has stood their and allowed me to be tortured, the programs trying to use me[remember Obama ran with my name 'hope ' under his picture, who is good is not always clear]dear people, i am not anger at the woman in rage telling at a reporter, my heart also suffers for her and her child being shoot at, twice i and my baby where shoot at, both by aromatic weapons but gun violence is NOT the number one killer of kids, Cancer is, number one number 2 and number 3, then birth defects, etc.. all caused by radiation, it is a lie that gun violence is the number one killer, what i am trying to stop has an environmentalist, against nuclear, them fossil fuels, radiation, toxic chemicals, are the number one killers of kids. these facts are hidden by saying the child died of flue, covid, infection, yes, but because they had cancer. probably more kids died from cancer in her home state of Illinois than died of gun violence, by well over a 1,000. the lie that people keep repeating is part of the problem! my ex was in law enforcement, him and his hoe, hired thugs to shoot at me and my baby 2 times with automatic weapons, see Sandy Hook,Peter Lanzda and Roby Parker , stalked me in Tuscon, he got out of paying over 2 million child support and alimony, sense sandy Hook, just like he said he would. i remind folks almost the same amount of people have died in mass shooting has have citizens been killed by cops this year! dear good people, i am not advocating guns, especially automatic weapons, but was this shooter gas lighted into doing this crime? ironically, the last act of this tortured sad guy did was 'proved' he was a man, by his own violence! again and again so called 'Christians' have allowed me to be tortured and treated unjustly, making Christianity a 4 letter word, their GOD IS NOT MY GOD! my GOD is real! this game and Christians allowing it, to try and 'cash'it on this suffering, is not only allowing but making these crimes! it is stopping Christianity more than any other thing done in 2,000 years! no Christian can use me for even 1 penny and ever say they are anything but a satanist thug! guns are not killing your innocent loved ones, our valuable citizens, the game of 'hurt the good' is! i felt this, they have been torturing me worse than usual, i felt they were gloating, remember their motto, has heard from the Crumbyle's who stalked me, ;just don't get caught' said to their own son before the Oxford shooting.dear people ,is just one of these shootings is connected to illegal surveillance[remember my 'connect the dots?] and violating me, then we must stop illegal surveillance and torture, it would sure save me and 6 members of my family have been killed by these monsters, i too wish it was that easy to blame guns, but no one is addressing the real issue, no one is saying law enforcement must stop bulling and shooting innocent folks also! and the illegal surveillance is closely connected to the 'cult of the cop.' to some dirty and bent people in law enforcement![quote r.m.h.c.]if we stop the violation of me ,if we pay me my royalties and let me and my kids go, it is more than the right thing to do, the good thing to do, it will save lives! i am begging to stop this abomination! the Talmud says 'you save one person, you save the world' with my world, i created the phrase 'global warming in 1973' plagiarized, ruined, and i created the Thang-7, the May-tricks,[my energy devices for safe renewable clean energy] in 2004, they do not have that work to destroy and bury it, i pray every day all of you and your kids will have it soon, it may save the world! to survive and have an economy, freedom truth, restitution,privacy, pay me my royalties, to Roberta may Hope Caster, and my kids,Hope under torture, i pray for us all, my heart is aching for these kids and the lovely teachers, if the man was tortured by k.e.r [they call themselves AIR, NO!]then i must also prey for the shooter, he may have been a victim also! remember this, conspiracy theories' was a term invented by CIA, and not all conspiracies are the false lies being told by the fascist right to confuse your brains! see journeys of hope-May,google blogger.go in beauty all who oppose lies and violence, go in beauty all who love their kids, all who hate rape and violation! stay honest, i pray, stay none violent [it is difficult at times under torture] pay me because to do what is true and good is the WAY! it is HOPE, to the victims of this unspeakable sorrow, and to all victims loved ones suffering i say this :'do not say they are dead, say, instead, they are just way!' HOPE2nd post school shooting ,nashville, March 282023, Hope