GOD !! MY HEART IS SCREAMING! i just survived long covid tortured ,death threats has i fought in agony to breath, but these dear souls are gone for ever from us! like my Micah, NO! Jaylyn took 46 police bullets??? my sweet Lord, he was unarmed and running away! and how many times have i, an elderly lady, going through hate crimes, kept awake, when i finally am 'allowed' to sleep, then one of thugs bang on my door, they never identify themselves, i scream at them 'go way or you'll die' but although i have often thought of shooting them with a shot gun through the door, sleep perpetration does not improve a persons mood, i never have ,what stooped me from doing that? what stopped me was ,what if this TIME, it was an innocent good person, doing some normal activity like picking up his 2 younger brothers, or whatever, thank you God, and i mean that, thank God i never risked hitting the wrong person![different than all the might, focus and prayer i used to not make a paraplegic the nasty thugs that sold kids for drugs that threatened to make it so i could not wipe myself, a week before both my wrists were broken after i was smashed into the ground by a violent attack.I a feminist, that fought for rights of all people, including children, then 1 week later Dec 7, 2021, both my wrists where broke, that i do incredible juggling, a true wonder being a 5 time cancer survivor that lost my singing voice through surgery for cancer, then came back has an athletic artist, the mother of rymatic gymnastics and a woman who brought feminist, anti racist, anti ageist, meaning to all my work, to real athletic skill done with 'journey with purpose' and real meaning.and demanded payment for all who do the actual work! has many times has the have done the thugs waking me up in the middle of the night terror crap just one hate game, that one has been stopped,they stopped that, because someone else was playing the game. they said b their actions it was O.K. to violate, so they themselves got violated. i demand the Police that shot this innocent man, posing no threat to them, be charged with murder. when people, paid to protect our rights, break the law, it hurts everyone's rights! i feel the same way about the gifted piano player, and all those that have been injured through police violence. we do not need MORE police, prisons. we do not need more guns for POLICE, we need counseling classes for police, we need none violent training for police, we demand they learn to protect themselves with never using deadly force unless they were under the real immediate threat of death for themselves or others. we demand than any wrong death done by police face the fullest measure of the law, for they broke the law that were paid to protect the law! including the innocent folks who were shoot in their own home in Farmington know that police have hard jobs, dealing with terrible tings, but they are paid to do those jobs, not to play GOD, and be judge and jury! we must .has a country, make the actions of violence done against innocent citizens reprehensible! It starts with how i have been treated, we must stop 'Hurt the good' and 'might makes right'! NO! the fact that De Santos, for all his lies has not been censored or impeached from congress is also black mark against this country!. the place he has been working is not their for crooks to use for profit! lock him, up! he lied at one of the highest places in government and we the people are enraged that he is not locked up for perjury! he lied to get elected, quit hurting the innocent and rewarding the real criminals! every act of violation, stealing my royalties, doing hate crimes, to me, every rape and every second of double speak on microphones, is attempted murder, to steal my intellectual property! no economy can survive this amount of hypocrisy, 'justice' will only be for billionaires and enormousness corporations, their will be no Hank Williams or Woody Guthry, no Joan Baez, no Tim Buckley, no Boe Dittly or Kurt Cobain, No Martin Luther King jr ,no JFK ,or his son, and we can not allow this! every act of hate and cruelty done to me is killing those doing it, 'hurt the good has backfired on them, even their life is a good thing they are harming ,not only me, but all that are good and innocent, repeating the words of a Nazis hoe to a human rights activist,and my back[screaming at me bending over this computer] was broken pretesting my kids head from a violators foot. it looks to me like Kevin MaCarthy has had too much too eat, he wants to take the food out of woman.s and children's mouths, these people do not care how the fetus is hurt! he proves it with every word out of his mouth, he wants more $ for himself, not too feed, care for house and educate the helpless beings his anti choice, 'only the rich and big corporations matter', anti choice lies he supports, but every day the radiation grows, every day you america need my work on safe renewable clean energy, everyday ,and the rich will die just like the poor, everyday the cancer rates rise! i need what i created, what is mine, and i am still being subject to hate crimes by thugs the people using me use to get rid of them!i need what is legally my royalties, what has a actor, dancer[clothes on!], has a juggler, poet, inventor, song writer, story writer, what is MINE, my royalties, so you America, you all my people can have a way to have energy that will not kill you and your kids to heat or cool your home, to turn on your lights or charge your phone, that will not cause a flood, a forest fire,or a hurricane, that will not give your children birth defects or those you care about or yourself, cancer, my work on energy ! to survive and have an economy freedom ,privacy, restitution, payment for my work to me, to Roberta May Hope Caster, and my kids, Hope under torture, keep telling us real news, telling us about those suffering in our country for injustice, but is is not enough, we must debate and have truth about violation of privacy for profit to survive as a country! blessing way on all those harmed , Hope under torture, good o activist against fraking, No fraking way, HOPE april 18 2023 democracy now post