Namaste,i even went all the way early upto Lake Chelan to try and do the yoga video in the park. I knew due to the festival that the parks here would not be good this week for yoga in town..up there it was still too chilly for me to do much outside, and with the stocking and gas lighting it would have been undoable anyway. i did on saturday go down to privacemarket, but even on that day [children's parade] it was far too full of hate crimes for the feminist, writer, environmentalist, mom, juggler that i am, to do a dang thing. so i just went home .so today sunday i willdothe yogavideo.rthestockingshoud never have happened, i do finally understand why my brother and nephew were killed while i lived here, ;hurt the good' i will stop them by my constantly speaking out or God?Goddess great spirit,christ light, help us all!i have livved in one spot solong that no one can doublt my innocent or that i said 'NO!' to illegal survaialnce, using my private life, or violatoing me, my work or my family.i am a senior disabled citizen who has bnever done a thing iumoral or crimianal, the reason i am staocked with couples was always because how couples do porn for the monsters violating my life.they of course also use hate crimes, hoes, torture, repeated sound phrases,violance[mywrists screamingg at meall the time where the monsters threw me to the ground and broke them both windter before last.then this wimter with emphazima from the slum lord spraying roundup, i only meant him on 4 occasions, everytime i asked him to stop illegal survaialnce and to stop spraying round up, it eneded up giving me this emphazima, with the 'long-covid'on top of it i was more lucky to survive this winter than last winter with both wrists broken! i went to the emergency ward 6 times in 2 months, they should have put me in hospital  the first time I went in, i would have gotten over the effects of covid much sooner and maybe not be suffering so much now. i am taking turmeric and vitamins and roald bee jelly and doing breathing treatments at home, while the slum robber baron had me kicked out, after constant harassment and hate crimes and 11 years paying rent on time, sick from the round up, the minute he knew i had covid, i was evicted.. I was upon all my boosters and shots ,so in terrible pain and sick, I am surviving, not really living yet but surviving, and desperately looking for a house to rent, i can pay$1,200.00 on my section 8, but rent here has skyrocketed and yet I know something must show up! maybe when i move this time i will be free of the constant hate crimes and stocking, i hope i get a beterr place, freedom, privacy where i will get paid my roayties,and have my kids. then i will not be stocked so horribly, the use of children by pedophiles using them has objects is the worst. even when i try and not allow them to know where i am, with constant stiocking and survailance the scium of the earth stocks me and gas lights me to where i go. still is down from 1,000's to hunders, now just a few monsters i have to deal with, one terrible old man at pivac market,, but at least not 10-20, and he was being carfull. when they stole my 2 phones a month ago i went and got 2 new phones over $600.00,the same day. those camersas have saved kids and me a lot of real agony, they can't be overt theway they where for years beforeoi had a camera, and all the while illegally survailing me to try and stea lintellectual proeprty. i know something will turn up soon, i must get a better place to live and willlove moving away from the poison here! 1,500 apartments are going on the market in our small town this month alone, and the market is so flooded over 1/3 of the new apartments are actually empty, no one has rent $ in our depressed area, but rents are almost what they are in seattle or other big cities.there is no industry here, the fake industry a few 'bent'  government officials took the promise of $  the firm violating me does not have to pay, and won't pay anything too, no one has to pay for illegal surveillance! but with my work on energy and me staying with the truth, they will have to pay me to have an economy. they will  never pay them, they better pray they don't remember how Wilson and Makenxoie, the Crumblies, Gabby and Laundry, etc, were paid with pain, death or incarceration, just a few of the stockers they used on me.! the industry of trying to use me will have to be stopped. When I move I hope I get a place where I can have freedom, privacy and get my royalties paid to me,my remaining kids in freedom and privacy. no thing will make up for the 6 members of my family killed for my royalties, or my life being violated or my son's childhood being taken from me and him!but i pray i have lots of time left with him and my other kids,and to publish the work on safe renewable clean energy, i thank god i have stayed honest and ethical, and i thank God  for  me trying to do yoga,sometimes now it is still very hard but as i repair from long covid, getting back to doing yoga and juggling,, it helps so much in breathing. no one's life should ever be used this way, not mine, nor anyones! if this was about kARMA i would be richer than bill Gates, the guys that own Amazon and twitter and the king of England, with birth defects and children's cancer rising every year while i am unable to publish, i can only stay alive and know some others out there must want their kids, grandkids, animals, nature, life to keep going on earth! i will see you tomorrow, completing this video should make me 100% on attendance, thanks so much, take care of your family,see ya tomorrow, Namastea! april 30 2023