the death of Neily, hungry, homeless thirsty, portrays everything i have said about violation leading to excess violence and inhuman and unfeeling actions against innocent people. we must start looking at the flaming t-rex in the living room, VIOLATION is evil, wrong, violation of privacy and the inhuman actions that is supports is destroying innocent peoples lives, destroying the environment, while we run an scatter from the on slot of the meaninglessness mass shooting we have had to deal with in this country, a national trauma, the climate warms up, becomes more unstable, food prices and rent cost go up, the rich get richer, but they will actually crash completely if this goes on, and the poor are all too often made destitute, while the middle class is made poor! i went 40 days with no food in this country, while my work, the most popular best selling rock song and children's novels, stolen from me with illegal violation made billions, then a few ugly vicious bully thugs,used hate crimes gas lighting to try and make me seem crazy, because my heart had been stopped 3 times on drugs i was known to be allergic too. i did no crime, i told the truth and said NO! to illegal surveillance. these hate crimes are not isolated incidents, they are facts that have been allowed with repeated phrases and violation of my privacy that never was anything but criminal violation. i was raped and ridiculed by hoes used for rape, that is what it means to use violation for exploitation. so when woman makes a decision of what she chose to do with her own body, what she decides to do about bringing another life into the world, she is killed by someone who for years has been shown with treatment done to me, that woman have no rights! NO! these are ramifications of saying i had no right to say NO! to violation, the hate, ugliness, violence and terror i have endured for never being their hoe, their object, their 'sharing' bimbo, hoes are the only people anyone CAN EVER "SHARE" that is who is bought and sold in numbers or singularly, not decent good folk, like me, that say NO! and demand our own lives and rights! a man crying out that he is hungry and thirsty is in need of compassion and assistance, not violence ,to be meant with violence. it is a heinous crime, to be not have charged with first degree murder his killer, it is a crime against humanity! tonight suffering 'long covid' emphazima, and very sick, coming home with my medicine and a few groceries, i was forced off the sidewalk into the street. i had been evicted when it was found out i had covid, and have been trying to rent in a market that has risen too high for most working folks let alone disabled seniors like me, let alone sick. the bully was a woman, never had anything to do with me, lives 2 doors down, she hates me because she can't use me, not stop me telling truth and doing art and music.to get home i walk on the sidewalk, she says that bothers her dogs, so she wants to kill me and feed me to her dogs, i told her the truth,' it will happen to you if you try to do it to me, or threaten me 'that 'violators die poor' and if she is trying to use me she will die poorer than i ever was.'the excuses for violation of me has never had any reason, except exploitation. i never had sex with her partner, no one close to her would ever appeal to me, [i have been celibate over 31 years ,long before i moved near,] she can not use me, not and survive herself.my life is being violated with torture, and i refuse to help in any way violation, of me or anyone. i don't know her, never even ever talked to her, she just sees someone brilliant' a goody' an artist, into rock n roll that is disabled and elderly, someone to try and harm for money or just meanness, the thugs violating me never get paid, even though that actually did make millions off stealing my work are now going down, down .i was sick and exhausted, i was forced to walk in the middle of the street while she threatened me and blocked the sidewalk with a water sparer. one hate crime after millions and millions of hate crimes, repeated phrases, on the anniversary of the tops shooting and the monsters that support it doing hate crimes to a human activist.! a sweet young woman is dead, because a woman made a decision of what she wanted with her own body, because a thug listened to the hate these thugs sprout every day. this was her life, not his, not anyone else's, just has my life, my family is MINE! the street performer killed for being hungry and thirsty, i did lots of different venues, and shows, schools, churches, parades hospitals, theaters, civic functions, private shows form senators parties too conventions too company picnics, to birthday parties. etc, i also street perform, a used it for journey with purpose, big corporations, 'big brother' has been trying to control content with corporate sponsor ship for years[see Rod Sterling] but i could do uncensored truth with no sponsors and a direct line to people, 'Journey with Purpose'i was beaten with a base ball bat the last time i seriously tried to make a living juggling,paid for monsters in Hollywood, to cover up illegal surveillance one of them was killed, the other spent 20 years in jail, over other crimes, the man they hired was killed. the corporation violating me needs my work, not me dead or incapacitated, the world needs my art and my work on renewable safe energy...try truth and payment for real work! i miss my oldest nephew, brother sister, mom, father in law and dad, all killed over stealing my royalties to try and stop the truth about injustice and cruelty to a good innocent mom and lady, me, i miss them, those trying to use me will miss more than family they use has objects, far more, even that the poverty that will come to the abusers,, will be what they are going to lose! to survive and have an economy freedom truth and restitution, privacy, party me my royalties, to Roberta May Hope Caster, and my kids, Hope under torture, my heart goes out to all the others that have suffered lose over these senseless, ugly acts of violation! stay none violent and be truthful, Hope under torture. may 15 2023 democracy now post, sick walking home threatened with being murdered and fed to dogs while sick walking home with groceries and medicine on the sidewalk, NO! HOPE