there are many reasons i have held out these last 35 year under torture, unfairness, harassment, hypocrisy and violence, torture, violation,and injustice. killed on drugs i was allergic too, innocent of any wrong doing jailed for 3 years, no trial or legal council, beaten with a bat when i tried to work, shoot at twice ,while holding my child, by automatic weapons twice, thrown to the ground[last year] both wrists broken.,tortured.etc..i like life, i love my animals, music, i love the mountains, most of all i love my kids. but maybe one of the biggest reasons i keep going, keep telling the truth, keep trying, is something i invented, i created, under severe torture, in agony and missing my kids more than humanly possible. it has become my longing to publish my work on nonrenewable energy, energy that can be put on the grid, or used in a smaller capacity when needed. fool print, one that will not fail, even under solar flares, one that will never blow up, even under earth quake attack,or forest fires. they can certainly be broken and a major quake might bring one tumbling down, but no damn bursts, no Chernobyl's, no more fuk u she ma japan 3/11], no more oil spills, no coal fires, no gas explosions, no permanent deadly damage to the environment. once made they keep on keeping on, they need to be 'run'and maintained but they are good to go until they wear out or they break or the earth they are on changes. i named it 'thang 7', my seventh attempt at completely safe energy manufacturing, the first 6 were all better than anything we have now, but this is completely safe. i named the 'May-tricks' a play on the my name ,throwing the name game back on them, and the fact i am a juggler and every trick came with years of practice, i am naturally talented has a dancer, poet, or creative writer and inventor, but not has a juggler, i am the slowest student of anyone ii ever taught and i taught over 20,000 folks how to juggle! they could work in the arctic, in the desert, in the jungle ,in the Savannah, in a forest or on a hill. they would work just has well on a riverbank or in a grss land,near a city,, but the difference is billions of years of pollution with ,deadly and terrifying with nuclear and the toxins with fossil fuels the world is clearly seen for itself, nuclear and fossil fuels are causing 'global warming' a term i created in 1973, when i weighed 73 pounds and had cancer.. dying of sever crones disease and ulcerated vowel disease i created the process for safe ,none toxic, none polluting energy if 2004. i have never had any real peace sense then, but my life had been hell on earth sens i testified against nuclear energy in 1984., and it was bad before that, i am a 5 time cancer survivor. while we deal with higher food prices and sky rocketing property and accelerating violence, guns and violence, we are feed a view of the sh^t show from hell. gun violence, hate crimes, police violence and the ma-gory traitor mean and boe -barf, on the 'matts' show that no one is buying, even a lot of former Trumpeters that were really just patriot's looking for honesty, have gotten feed up with sexism, racism ,sensationalism and no solutions to helping our country. while the police have killed fr too many unarmed innocent folks whose only crime seems to be they were poor or available, there is no 'acceptable' use of force to any unarmed person! according to Wikipedia, there have been 258 people killed in mass shooting ,so far in 2023, wounded 714. there have been 363 people killed by police so far in 2023, according to the official police violence data bank .except for those people actively involved in mass shootings, and actively attempting to kill innocent people, all the other shootings by police are equally suspect. yesterday, coming home after class with my groceries and medicine, my life was threatened, in fact i was threatened with even becoming dog food, for walking down a side walk because the vicious thugs can't use me, or in anyway profit,. i won't become their hoe or criminal, proving all these hate crimes, violence and injustice are not only unfair, but criminal and unlawful. i am a disabled senior, gasping for breath during April and March my life was continually threatened, sick on to death with covid[long] i was scorned and harassed and threatened, doing my wash with 2 wrists broken last year by violence, and sick,i was ridiculed and mad fun of because big corporations behind illegal bugging for mind control could not steal my own work, whole 6 members of my family have been murdered, still through all these many years, i never did a thing immoral or unethical, i said NO! to being exploited! not just songs, stairway, broken wings, kill the cowboy rape the horse, where were you when the 2 towers went down, etc..or stories, harry potty, game of thrones, DE Vince crap, etc...but now the entire world needs my work on energy, but all of us also need my art, we must have those that will not uphold the company lies,not use criminal activity under the bent so called law enforcement'that is all illegal the company exploitation .all of know this is all illegal,all of it is now well known by many if not most Americans, a billion times more criminal than every thing wrong i have ever done in my life,and that the economy is failing and will totally crash if not stopped, we all know now i was correct about global warming and must act now to stop the feed back loop that gets worse every year i am violated, treated unjustly and tortured and the hypocrisy being used on me is killing the roots of our country., to survive and have any economy, truth freedom restitution, privacy, acknowledgement, so it will never happen to me or anyone ever again, pay me my royalties or soon no one will get paid or allowed to own anything, to Roberta May Hope Caster, and my kids, Hope under torture.if workers and artist have no rights, then journalist, education and every one's property and rights are at risk, stp hurt the good, HOPE my prayers and heart goes out to Farmington, i prey for all first nation peoples, for all people, treated unjustly, it is humans, not God who did this to me, to stop the tide of injustice and violence, pay HOPE[R.M.H.C., aka, Robby Storey, aka Bobby Galileo] we can still turn the tide, we must, HOPE! may 16 2023 democracy now post , hopeunder torture