yesterday i sought put food banks, most run by fascist tight wing pretend 'religious cultist organization, i do not sell my soul for a crust of bread, some of them even openly had my name, using me tosupport hate, molestation and murder. supports their commitment to evil and selling souls, children molested, murder, injustice. we are way beyond 'Floyd' what could be worse than killing an unarmed innocent citizen. years of torture and threat's to a persons family and their lives and stealing their work, slavery. though i support every person who protested the killing of Flouyd, the man stating the polices of the draconian evil that killed him are still being instituted by those who in power that supported it need to be removed from their positions of power, is correct..i saw that kind of terror, when i was homeless in Pennsylvania, across the continent from where i had lived most my life, i saw a man, get out of a cop car,in a parade of cop cars at a truck stop, that had married my niece that raped my 3 year old nephew, show up and gloat. he was surrounded by no less than 9 cop cars,' hurt the good' some very good working guys, truck drivers, stopped me from attacking that monster, pointing out, me unarmed, sick ,starving and homeless was 'out gunned' and that was they wanted me to do, to look crazy and criminal, unbalanced seemingly to attack the 'nice man' that actually was a monster that raped a 3 years old child. that is why i keep speaking out against illegal surveillance, look at the tragedy and terror they did to Floyd and the good Americans that protested his killing, if they act this way openly, imagine what they are doing with those of us they use for illegal surveillance for profit. it wasn't just being raped by a prison guard in Kansas, and i was never arrested or incarcerated there, i was trying to see my dad, in a veteran nursing home, it was making me believe, or they actually did the deed, of raping torturing a 9 year old boy and dragging his body behind the jeep, that is why they stock me with jeeps, to sell jeeps to monsters that support rape and child molestation. of course there are good Americans that love the environment, that would never stock an environmentalist that testified against nuclear power and weapons. they want to go off road and camping, etc. but they are not the ones stocking me in jeeps, the rapist are, the rapist and child molesters hiding among them are.the dirt and all this is done by illegal surveillance. using mind games they play, their misuse of power, all of it is dirty, but the dirtiest is the hypocrisy, the injustice, the lying the criminality used. the same people use illegal surveillance rape kids, steal intellectual property for the dirty nuclear and fossil fuel industries they serve. thank God for all of you protesting George Floyd! thank you all the good people protesting the treatment of those woman in India, stand together all of us! the way i was targeted was because 1) i was poor ,disabled, a 5 time cancer survivor and my work was and is worth billions 2) i was anti nuke.and fossil fuel, i wrote the paper in 1973, and created the term 'global warming' no one [and not be dead can say this is not so, is to lie in the wheel, because the monsters exploiting me actually need my real work, they actually keep that rule, under torture they do not have the 2 songs i wrote yesterday] and i was never in their 'wheel', i do only things i do because i know[or believe] that i am doing the right thing.the wheel is a criminal organization, taken from Stalins inner circle, and Hitlers circle around the Swatica, the axis powers even where called that. I CREATED THE TERM 'global warming' THE NUMBER ONE REASON FOR CLIMATE HEATING IS NUCLEAR. both plants and weapons.but of course thenext on the list is oil, gas and coal.look down on lA and seethe effects on any work day of the week.but nuclear is harder to see, like illegal surveillance it hides and has twisted the truth, i got no food yesterday at food banks,but i still have a little to eat, because i am smart with my $ i try and buy lottery tickets only when they are worth enough to build my 'May-tricks, thang 7,' my work on clean ,renewable energy, even if i publish today they still may not save the world from these disastrous effects of global warming, even the crisis place did not allow me the food i need, toothless, my teeth were beaten out and crushed into my jaw, from that beating in 2002 when i tried to work, at juggling shops i wrote and invented. part of my gut was removed. some of the juggling in, i was not allowed to even clown because even that i do with journey with purpose.always i am anti sexist and anti racist, always am i pro environmentalist and and pro right for all humans, including children!the man telling us to stop those in power miss using their power was spot on! the journalist, including Julian Assange ,being attacked, threatened, the whistle blowers trying to stop the 'onslaught of inequality'[quote R.m.h.c.] are our Hope. and those outing illegal surveillance will be our future leaders, to the monsters threatening my life, last night and this morning they are their own deaths in poverty, even their own side is not buying it. to survive and have any economy or future truth, restitution, privacy, freedom, pay me my royalties[or equivalency, ] to Roberta May Hope Caster , and my kids, Hope under torture, thank you to the truck drivers that saved me while going out west, from New York, where i was the first twin tower truther, they saved my life, and after that i created renewable safe energy. because i have renewable energy and lived through all this torture, there is still HOPE, stay honest be none violent, HOPE under torture july 21 2023 post democracy now