i know too many dark things[paraphrase Gandalf] about starvation, homelessness, no medicine, no water, no truth.. poverty and injustice is how exploitation works to destroy many good things! my heart goes out to the innocent suffering in Israel and Gaza!i was told, starving in Portland Oregon, that the 2 towers would be blown up for insurance and real estate money. homeless, staring terrified for me and my children's lives i went to new York and told the folks what i knew.someone high up in government and corporations wanted to start a war for profit.1 1/2 Iraq's are dead, and their racsism on our border! now. they still have not the infrastructure and perhaps an even worse government than they had before we invaded. i was never crazy, the only mistake i made with 'Global Warming' was how fast it was coming, the amount of radiation from plants and weapons, the amount of fossil fuels. it is here upon us. all these years of torture i have done nothing criminal unethical or wrong.i have seen the terrible miss use of technology for rape, violation, injustice, the hopelessness it caused in mass shooting. to plagiarizer and use for, thought control, my stolen art and science, i have also starved, been with no heat or sanitation and been tortured behind bars and in the open air prison violation of privacy makes this country. i have seen them pay and use child molesters and hoe mongers,to harass threaten and torture me. when i tried to work at a venue i could make 6 figures at, a man was paid to beat me to death with a base ball bat. i took 40 blows from that bat. i still speech out! and because i do there is HOPE! you have no idea how hard the physical act of writing is for me, or the mental work to overcome years of torture i endured as a child when they tried to stop me from writing, they were even then afraid of the truth and wanted to use my intellectual and creative property! the work that has helped our world will not be allowed if this continues! this fake economy will fail, it is all based on intellectual property, if i can not have my intellectual property, then ALL intelctual property is unbalanced and at risk, NO ONE IS BUYING IT!the hate and torture of me still goes on, double speak, hate crimes, stocking, repeated phrases. Hamas believed 'might makes right' 1,700 innocent Israelis died, now 19,000 innocent are dead in Gaza..those repeating torture behind my walls, the phrases of the Nazis hoe that killed her half Arab baby, while those violating my life gloat. yesterday i was stocked on a bus,i was out trying to 'elf' shopping, for the holiday. 3 young teenage boys where making fun of me on the bus, i was hit with terrible pain while they gloated.then an ugly, man, maybe in his 20's, probably their 'groomer' got up as i tried to shield myself behind by shopping cart, and said sarcastically' are you alright?' while he smirked.i said 'how i am, what i am, what i do is none of your business' he leaned forward, threatening and leering, angry now, he could not believe the victim told him off, maybe i did not hear him right 'ARE YOU ALRIGHT?" he repeated, maybe i was like one of the dummy hoes they are use, and did not understand the question 'are you alight?' he repeated,louder, i said' what i am is none of your damn business! use me you will die poorer than i ever was'. i had grabbed my walking stick,because he was leaning over threatening me, he was anger now, but like Gandalf that stick is also a staff, if you ever see me juggle, that is real magic! he started a drama queen little b^tch squeal, ;she threatened me, she threaten me with her stick' 'i did not ' i replied angry, but that could be arranged i thought! squealing in his scared little piggy mode he jumped off the bus. the 3 kids were shocked, i faced them, 'i did not threaten him, but he threatened himself. if he is afraid of a disabled, sick old lady he won't get very far in life!'so much for the concerned nice guy fake attempted assault.my rod and my staff they confort me [psalms 23] but obviously they do not comfort groomers, and violators, they have no comfort! he had planned to make the victim[me] look stupid! they were embarrassed. i said again 'i did not threaten him' the driver agreed, harassment is ugly. this is one hate crime out of millions i have endured! this time i stopped he violence and injustice, but not the cruelty of ugliness or real physical pain they cause me! the people violating me have technology years what is ahead of the rest of us, that have used on me until i had 18 inches of my gut removed.i love life, can't wait to actual have one, i survive because i love my kids, art, my work, and goodness, because the world is alive and can maybe still be saved, but we must TRY! stand against bullies, stand against injustice, show mercy, show compassion! free the hostages STOP THE ASSAULT ON THE INNOCENT! to survive and have ANY economy freedom, truth restitution, privacy, pay me my royalties, to Roberta May Hope Caster and my kids, Hope under torture! i know what starvation, poverty is, all too well! give aid not violence to the innocent! be HONEST, BE ACTIVE FOR THE GOOD, stay NONE VIOLENT[it is hard ,but unless you or yours are actively being attacked, do it!] HOPE end part 3 the day before solstice, the season of goodness and light is coming! even the church as decided to bless all folks[not violators] it is strange that tragic environment accident releasing such toxins happened right before the attack on Israel that brought o such horror innocent Palestinians, blessing on all suffering injustice.post democracy now you tube dec 19202 day before winter solstice HOPE