Nermeen your doing good, but where is AMY?is she alright? it will be good to have her back soon! my heart goes out to the suffering of the people in turkey and Syria, it is wrong that so long after that terrible earth quake these people are still suffering so! it is fitting that the people in the region question there governments response and demand a quicker response to such suffering! the calamity happening in Dowrfor, the horror that as become the plight of so many in northern Africa demand the world attention and action!i as always beg for All hostages to be returned and a cease fire in Gaza, but it is discouraging to hear the US and Israel being blamed for all that suffering, we should not, can not ever excuse the attack done to innocent folks in Israel on Oct 7!i beg for the killing to be stopped of the innocent in Gaza, the death toll is wrong, but I also am amazed that the fundamentalist in Gaza still have not seemed to connect their terrible suffering with the suffering the actions of their OWN government brought upon them! the need of those suffering is great and i support getting them aid, yet i also understand that no country can endure the rape, torture and killing of Oct 7! are the hostages finally getting released? is aid++ getting into those that really need it in Gaza? are Saudi Arabia and Iran,2 very rich oil nations, getting aid into those in desperate need as quickly as they supported giving them guns and weapons and supporting hate of Israel?the innocent people of Gaza are being held as hostage pawns by their own side as well and the terror and injustice being inflicted by Israel.everyday i am forced to endure the ugliness, cruelty and injustice by monsters that gloat over raping my life! i hope that people are reading my blogs, i usually have no response to them! we has a country can not support rape,child molestation, weather done with a knife to the victims throat;been there done that] or by illegal bugging and torture that is repeated hate crimes, repeating their hero, a white supremacist hoe that had a half Arab baby to torture him to death in front of cameras working for profit for illegal surveillance! i had raised a child of color, my nephew in an all white neighborhood, as a teenager a cross was burnt in my yard!my back was broken protecting my baby skull and both he and me were shot at, not by my ex himself, but thugs the people doing illegal surveillance hired to kill me and my child, every day i suffer from the injuries i got umping off a cliff and keeping us alive!the tragedy in Northern Africa is fueled by those innocent peoples rich natural resources while they are starving and in despair, and i would so love to see those people have renewable safe clean energy that at least would help give them clean drinking water, there, in Gaza, everywhere! but still i am being tortured with repeated stocking, repeated phrases, just that torture has went on 20 years, as they repeat the phrases f the hoe that tortured her son to death and struck home for the 'father land'[her own words] i miss my home, pets, my children to have me with them in freedom and privacy, no matter how i have been tortured i refuse to be their how, floozy, their 'object'! this has been done to try and cover up stealing my intellectual and creative property,it will never be covered up! the fact that my writing made billions no one can deny, the fact everything was taken from me ,that being a 5 time cancer survivor i worked my but off for, often extremely sick,is well documented. no ones life , not mine not the people in the Sudan,no ones life is here for others to violate and exploit! and their own rape, injustice, torture is losing them billions everyday and with the cancer rate now at 50% in the average life time, far, far worse! ALL OF IT ILLEGAL! to survive ad have ANY economy or environment, truth, freedom and restitution, pay me my royalties, to Roberta May Hope Caster, and my kids, Hope under torture, be none violent, be honest, be active for the true good! Feb 6, 2024, democracy now post youtube