m Africa and stole a few that the heart broken family has never had the money or power to get returned to them, that is pure evil, i raised a child of color because he was nephew and needed me, he witnessed me have cancer and struggle to survive and always i was there for Namasda, i have changed and grown much in this term of yoga, excuse me for not having ALL the videos competed, i have done a lot of sever physical suffering this term i will try and do all the videos before you stop posting them, hopefully before spring break. i did not live up to some of my expectations this term! i wanted to be able to do, at least a kind of DANCER 'king of the Dance' Shiva pose' but being able to balance has been hard on me, that is one reason i am always requesting tree pose, it helps me balance and i find that it does me worlds of good.i love Tolkien and like him am very fond of trees! i walked down this dreadful exciting hill almost every Monday this term, that in itself is a qood accomplishment for me! and very good for me! but i have suffering with thyroid medicine and am trying to get enough to be more functioning, they are finally raising my levels back to a livable sustainable levels, this may increase my breathing ease and help stave off infections and virus, i sure want it too! my spiritual activity has increased and i find this gratifying.i remember many of my past lives and this life time has been a hum-dinger, this life has been like no life time i have ever imagined or read about, it has been extremely HARD! to deal with injustice is one thing, to deal with constant hypocrisy with that injustice is very intolerable, i do the best i can...as a mentor said to a student he was helping to survive the mass shooting in the school room he was attending, after the ordeal, 'you are going through things no one else has ever suffered, survive this, is the best thing you can do' that is how i feel very often, and he words to that young man give me comfort. i must publish my work on energy, it will make a difference to the world. i enjoy your class and use it has a physical therapy that i so desperately need. you are  very good Yogy and i am proud of you for your incredible achievement in this great art and physical discipline we so love. i must say that when ever you sight 'Madonna' as a person that does yoga, i cringe. i do not like her, and here is why, my mothers name is DONNA, when i was small and  read the Laura Ingal Wilder books, i was reading 'little house on the Parrie' and everything else she ever wrote. not realizing what i do now, about how certain agencies that  use certain people, innocently i was enchanted by her work. i had read most of the books in my small school library and i had dug her off a dusty old book shelve. so i had started calling my mom, my favorite person in the world, and still is, 'MA' being a farming family with homesteader, native American and ranching roots this surprised no one, my mom immediately read the 'little House books'and loved her new title. she was beyond the short space i am writing of her here, she was incredible as a human. the one thing that rips my heart the most is that i did not have time, space or privacy to pass on the glorious parenting she gave me to my birth son, 'we was robbed!' it went far beyond plagiarism..i did yoga, so the pop flop  star  did yoga, i did dance, and she did something rather clumsy she called dance, i also did gymnastics and juggling but she didn't even pretend to do those, too high skilled! i did Kabbalah, so she did some satanist thing she refereed to has that, i did writing and acting she did both badly, but that is not why i dislike her, her first video was using a kd for porn, then she became a hoe and did a beat off girly magazine, the same magazine had approached me and i had them thrown off my collage campus! i am not against nudity, it is how we are created, but the exploitation of woman that and children that so angers me!she did a movie supporting facsimand her big hit song was anti choice, few people remember that now.she bragged she could buy kids from Africa and stole a few that the heart broken family has never had the money or power to get returned to them, that is pure evil, i raised a child of color because he was nephew and needed me, he witnessed me have cancer and struggle to survive and always i was there for him, he is the man that was killed 3 years ago in his wheel chair... one never gets over a child they raised being killed. if i had just a small part of the work i have had stolen from me , if just some of the violation of my life and hate crimes not happened, he would still be alive, that truth, that people that are trying to use me escapes them ,and because it is true, no matter who they are, will destroy them.the story i will email you is about an incident with my family that happened when i was around 9 years old, i hope you find it funny, but it is also very sad. i get to see wild mountain sheep, deer,mountains the lake and river and EAGLES sometimes on way to and from school, that is the good part, the hate and violation is still going on, it is obvious to all it was about exploitation and plagiarism, and stopping me from publishing my work on energy that the world so desperately needs, i was right about 'Global Warming' i invented that phrase on my parents type writer in 1973, i am right that illegal surveillance will destroy our culture, economy and with the environment far worse! i hang on, i survive to have my kids, a home and some pets and a life were i can write in privacy and get paid and acknowledged because has a woman we can demand no less than freedom! so good to do yoga with you, i have seen the doctor 3 times this term and will see them again on Thursday, i am working hard on being healthy, thank you for a good term, see you next term, Namastea!march 13 2024 post