like many i prayed Monday night for the peace to Israel and GAZA, stop the killing and release food, medicine and safe water to all suffering! i could not even go to Grants Pass to protest for fear for my life! when i left, my kids were threatened to make killing me look like a suicide, Can anyone imagine the terror and horror i was under? in those days the Government was saying there was no such thing as illegal surveillance, that it was impossible, we all now sadly know that even the Russian satellites can see a license plate number now from space! yes illegal surveillance was and is a reality that must be dealt with and stopped for all people !! a reality i dealt with then, 2001, in the early 1970's and sense i testified as a 5 time cancer survivors in 1984, and every second of hell on earth sense then! i was rape publicly in my home, because my intellectual property was worth money to those trying to Plagiarize it. when i went through my beloved Grants Pass, on the foot hills of one of the most sacred of my people's mountains. Mt. Montezuma, now called 'crater lake' i had no pillow, no blanket, i slept wrapped in my jacket on the hard cold ground, was i then some how legal? I fell asleep with no pillow or blanket, no medicine, a 5 time cancer survivor, sick with hunger, listening to my beloved Rogue River. what in Gods name is Josephine county thinking?? it is a poor county, and lumber is a none renewable industry, also there are Rattle snakes in The Appel Gate Valley, care is needed! there is a lot of room in that part of the world, but the climate is very sever! we need billion dollars for energy, Mr. Biden, not6 for solar or wind, but for my work on energy that will make enormous amounts of energy when you need it for pennies on every dollar you are spending now!. you need my work against Nuclear and fossil fuel, you must have my renewable safe energy for all time of day, all kinds if climate, while i slept on the ground with nothing to eat, my creative and intellectual property was making monster billions, you got Muggles and school shootings! while i am tortured and harassed with safe renewable energy, this is a disaster for the economy, and for the environment, I MUST PUBLISH MY WORK ON ENERGY, cleaner than wind or solar, no pollution, and far far cheaper that anything we have now! of course i applaud funding wind and solar, but they are not the amounts or as clean energy, my May-Trix is, i created the phrase 'Global Warming' in 1973, i am NOT WRONG! wind uses too much land and solar is depended on technology that pollutes the environment, but both are far better than Fossil fuels or nuclear they are destroying our world, we can not have an economy of dead and sick people! the rich will lose more than the poor. because they have more to lose! it took millions of dollar's to make me poor, injustice, hate crimes and terror, murders, violence and death threats and horror, as a last resort because i obviously did nothing wrong, now people are saying it was a 'bad attitude' that is so ludicrous i hardly can write i without laughing! victim bashing is so ugly though i can't laugh at it!! i have been through more hate crimes, stocking, injustice than probably anyone in known history, at least that survived, because of the simple fact that people never had the technology to harass, stock, and illegally bug anyone else before me on this level! I am a comedian, story teller, mom, joyous and happy being a mom, teacher, dancer, juggler i was accused for years of it being my 'fault' because i was too trusting and happy! !it reminded me of a Jewish woman who commented, 'they said the jews deserved persecution because we 'belly ached' and cried our woes too often,, after Auschwitz they said we deserve persecution because we did not speak up enough! the poor are not poor because of 'Attitude'[tRump proves that! he whines and was born rich and with good health!] Gaza is being demolished because of the deadly, sexist violence on Oct 7, that is why the people of Gaza are suffering so horribly, Nazis Germany suffered after ww2 because it brought a war to earth that killed 60 million innocent people! there are reasons! i was made poor while others made Billions off my stolen intellectual and creatine property, they even made money off raping me in m own home! that is why all warrantless surveillance must be stopped! not 'attitude' as so many cancer victims i did juggling shows for, so many in hospice i told stories too, NO! but because people broke the law for money! and because our entire world runs off intellectual property it is a threat to all humanity! that and because you have no real copies of the Timmy stories, the 21st Arrow, the the dragon sage, and De Vince crap, game of crones and harry potty are crap! and because i have safe clean, renewable energy i can not publish! Biden, pay me one of those Billions and you will be the hero of the world with safe, renewable, clean, non polluting energy! to survive and have any economy, truth, freedom restitution, privacy pay me my royalties, to Roberta May Hope Caster, and my kids, Hope under torture! .. i do not know why that healthy young man killed himself so cruelty, across the street from tRunps trial, but if they are using some of the the stocking, terror, 'hate games, 'repeated death threats and agony weapons they have used on me, it would be no wonder! the wonder is not my 'bad' attitude telling you the truth that those trying to benefit from torturing me want to cover up, the wonder is i am alive to even try and publish my work on safe renewable clean energy! and remember i am NOT suicidal! be active for what is real, be Honest, be non violent! stop the killing in Gaza, they were brain washed form a terrible sexist, racist dictatorship, they are not 'martyrs, but victims twice over! free Gaza from Hamas as well and fascism as well as from injustice from Israel, a much harder job, Israel, i beg you not to become the enemy you hate! stop the killing and bombing HOPE April 23 second night of Passover, 2024 democracy now post