the truth is she was trying to,probably use me. it is one of my real stories from a childhood being plegerizedand ruined.[being violated even then?] my mom was a saint, one of the kindest woman that ever lived, this sociopaths has nothing to do with real life and death decisions on a working farm! a real sad doggy tale [pun intended] Apache was a beautifully animal we got at an animal rescue, they were going to kill the thing, he was half collie [long haired] and half no on knew what, Wolf? German Shepard, yes he was about a 149 pounds of hell hound full grown, but we loved him anyway. a beautiful animal, he killed a few chickens to we shamed him and tried to teach him, and he stopped! there was a wild mad dog pact operating near our farm, he got himself in "bad company' we tried all we could but it is natural for dogs to go wild when there is a pact running close by, we called the state troopers, the animal control folks, but these were a REAL wild dog pact and no one could caught them, one day all hell broke out, we loved our dog but he was into running with the crime squad,up his blood stained ears, he and the pact got into the neighbors sheep pen, cornred them and were slowly tearing the poor things apart, all the neighbor kids and farm wives were sobbing, mom sent me for her riffle, i come from a one shot kill what you shot REAL farm family, she killed all the lead dogs then put the poor sheep out of their agony, we burnt the wild dogs, piled up the neighbors sheep, they were aholes, but their sheep were real sweet sheep and did not deserve this terrible death. dogs, even feral and hungry are not good killers like wolves, the sheep were so torn up they could not have lived. sense our dog was oi involved and mom was the only one fit to do the shooting anywhere near, everyone in the neighborhood chipped in and the cost of the sheep was paid for, i buried Apache in the native way, but also made a nice cross for his resting place, and prayed over him, we all loved him and cried, it was heartbreaking this not job, .BRAGED!!!!! social pathetic freak! real farmers shed real tears, that is a job, 60 years ago that had to be done, this is completely opposite,this is a social path killing a doggy that might have made a fine companion to a city dweller or who knows who, or sold or taken back where she got him! i am writing this because people have been trying all my life to 'cash in' on me being violated and exploited, no! they will die poorer than i ever was! i do not know if that is the case here, but i know evil when i hear it, no one has a right to be so mean to a poor critter! there are times animals, our beloved fur friends must be destroyed or adapted out, but they come second only to human members of the family! i am so disgusted with this canine killer [and i am a cat person!!] that words fail me, yes our dog was what folks that are first Nation call a 'stewe pot dog' not always in jest, but things were different then, and even so we cared for him, tried and failed to get him tame and only when he ran with a feral dog pact[a dangerous thing that exists in those days and sill, because people would get animals then dump them in real RURAL areas]this woman should have all the kindness she showed Cricket given to her! i hang on under torture, with safe renewable clean energy, to survive and have an economy, freedom, truth, restitution pay me my royalties to Roberta May Hope Caster, and my kids, Hope under torture, be non violent when you can, use violence only when there is NO option, even to animals, in India they have saying, 'judge a person by how they treat a simple,dumb[non speaking] animal,'. my mom would have made a great president, this freak will probably end up in a cell, [if she and other violator users abusers are lucky!] that is the only place where she belongs! be honest, be active for the good! HOPE April 30, last day of Passover, oh lord let me have a safe, private place of freedom for me and my kids so i can publish my work on energy and my famil and rightsy can have freedom with me!,a place to really live, not just survive torture, injustice and bulling and death threats! 5 days before orthodox Easter, 2024 HOPE in pain and looking for a place to live, HOPE