it is so hard to see what the Hamas and their hate and misogyny brought on to their own people, and the horrific response of the Israelis military machine have done! i have been tortured so much these week by their so called 'none lethal weapons i am bending over fighting nausea from the pain the agony they reusing on me, i believe is to make me scream 24 hours, STOP STOP or just fall apart so far physically from the agony that i can not physically function, these hate crimes are real, the fact they have been going on for so many years of injustice and cruelty do not make it easier, maybe even harder to stand..the only things i can truthfully tell anyone about this illegal violation and torture to survive, RESIST! do not become violent, keep saying 'get away from me, leave me alone' i have said that and screamed that all my life. i am NOT ashamed i refused to be a hoe, criminal, liar, object of ugliness and cruelty like those violating ME! NO! i'm proud never to go alone with illegal surveillance, the 'new' slavery that tortures, rapes using injustice when it wants, to steal intellectual property, creative work or use rape and child molestation, these people are true monsters! my refusal has kept me alive, that i would never stop trying to stay good, and stay honest, and it kills not only those that use it on me, but so many others that have no way to resist! i have begged them to stop screamed, fought, ran, slept in ditches,[without my life and death medicine] starved and over and over again been attacked, the new slavery is dedicated to making the new slavery work. criminals are worth very little, but honest folks like me will be valuable as slavery think tanks and unpaid or starving workers, NO!NO MORE! and after over 40 years of torture sense i testified against the nuclear cabal, i can assure you the thug criminals violating me, are of no value to those using them or anyone, if you want to see who kills kids in classrooms, or forces kids to kill each other, just look behind my walls!but these monsters could not have kept torturing me all these years, it took journalist, people in media, the so called 'arts' .we live in a world were the true big money is in the hands of a few so no on e wants to speak against the system, no matter how evil and degraded and unjust, is very hard and dangerous and even worse this way total destruction lies. it kills our rights! i am so ill it is hard to even write this, and they have been torturing me for years, no matter how hard you work, no matter how innocent or good at your job you are, no matter how rich or poor they are manufacturing a horrible slavery with illegal surveillance that will be extremely hard to stop. i think it has surprised them i have survived this long, but the last 40 years has been one agony after another. on the few hours i try and get away i am found and stalked. i am a disabled little woman, with mt cart am stalked with rich cars and jeeps,that have stalked me for years when i could hardly walk, what kind of monster stalk someone poor, in pain just to ride around or sneer over their ability to miss use technology for rape, terrorism, to viciously attack people to steal their royalties or just for pure evil? i know what kind, the kind that rape kids, kill innocent folks [6 members of my family are dead]this week was terrible, my oldest nephew and sister's birthdays were both this last week, they had to celebrate killing a minority man, that never did wrong, after 20 year, and many many years before that,they have tortured me. executing his mother in one of the most vicious ways possible.they literally use the word'love' for hate,and really believe that any human emotion is for poverty .has the years went on and on, and this obscene criminality kept going i became aware, i had to see, was forced to see, that they do not want their own kids, grand kids, or each other or their spouse's or friends or even their work partners alive. it has made the country i love so much a 4 letter word. the hypocrisy is deadly, their has never been any who went along with it that did not use kids for pornography or far far worse, even grooming them to be or seem to be[tRump rally]mass shooters.they do play 'hurt the good' but the good we miss and long for, their are 10 times has many that go along with it that are killed, and thankfully for society so, because anyone who would do to another what they are doing to me, you can not have around you,or in power[ look at the bent folks in so called law enforcement!] this technology is not new, it has been going on and on a long, long time, with the same criminal ugly vicious results and agony for me. Timor and all over the world the [people will start to die in ever greater numbers with out my work on safe, renewable clean energy, it is happening now, and the effects of ever growing cancer rates.i am a 5 time cancer survivor, i know how those folks might suffer, i wrote the paper the 37 counts of 'Global Warming'in 1973, to cover up plagiarism of my work, injustice to my family and me, they tried to say that paper was stupid and i was 'crazy' NO! i by becoming a professional juggler when i was black listed from being able to work, i proved i was not crazy! i survived but through hell and more of my work, Harry Potty, game of crones, De Vince crap so much more was plagiarized. and ruined.in stealing my creative work they forgot how vital my science was and is, now survival of life on planet earth is at risk, while my life is an open air prison, an open air Joseph Fritzal basement, an open aired Aron Castro torture house, while i scream NO! why have i not went along, i never became their slut, addict criminal? when i was silent they only got more vile! they wanted me to be complacent, a hoe a slut and criminal to brag how they ad tortured the person into compliance,that 'HURT THE GOOD' worked, if i had been a mass murder it would never be alight the years of torture, injustice, and agony done to me! every second of violation, torture of me, or stalking, is worse than everything wrong i ever did in my entire life combined, by more than a billion times. NO! they have ruined my life a long, long tome, but not only are they destroying themselves utterly they are killing millions of innocent lives not just with 'Global Warming' and cancer from radiation, but the sheer hypocrisy ,evil and criminal ugliness they are doing! the lies and sociopaths they are creating! i must have financial help, i am hardly alive let alone can i publish my work! and there is this, i must never stop because this new slavery for the prison system, with no trial, to use torture to 'hurt the good and use our work', weather out sourced, or through plagiarism, it will destroy millions of lives and far worse for our environment, economy and human rights! i cannot but try to stop them ever doing this to me,or anyone else, EVER! and it destroys all faith in all life, all value, all truth and freedom NO! we are not buying it! to survive and have ANY ECONOMY, freedom, privacy, restitution, leave me and my kids alone, our lives are none of your business to quote me screaming to stop! for all my of my life! pay me my royalties, to Roberta May Hope Caster, and my kids, Hope under torture,..be active now, stop this new slavery this violation with Technology or their will be no hope for folks in Gaza, Ukraine, Timor, Sudan, or AMERICA! be HONEST be none violent! HOPE!! Hope under torture in agony!!! aug 30 2024 democracy now post you tube