the fact that woman can be denied an abortion affects everyone in the USA. at 20 years old i had terminal cancer. some thyroid cancers ARE curable, but i had all 3 thyroid cancers complicated by GRAVES disease, one of those cancers is not incurable, as far as i know, i am still the ONLY long term survivor of that cancer, i am alive but with all cancers there is a lot of work and suffering to stay alive. with graves disease i was dying one of the most painful cancer like diseases ever known, my eyes were being pushed out of my skull with brain swelling, i had to tape my eyes at night because my eye lids would not always even be able to close over the eyes to hydrate them. my love and i were thrilled to discover i was pregnant, we were young and did not realize that in my stage of cancer i would not be able to survive a pregnancy. knowing i was dying i wanted to have a baby for some part of me left for my mom and loved one. but i was NOT pregnant, it was a 'molar' pregnancy, it tests positive for pregnancy but is a group of cells mocking a real pregnancy, mine was also cancerous, a group of cells, cancerous growing in my body, a second cancer caused by the multiple thyroid cancer. all my cancers were caused by radiation from nuclear plants but the government has never allowed me to sue these monsters, and worse they want to make more of these death machines! i had been exposed to radiator, has a child swimming down river from the Hanford nuclear site, from that time on i was dealing with cancer.the doctor called me at home and already scheduled the dnc, he stressed we had not one minute to lose sense i was already so ill [i weighed only 72 pounds!] in anguish, because i was dying this meant i would probably never never have the children i so longed for, but we talked i over and realized if there was ANY chance i could survive this was my best chance to live and have baby. we showed up very early at the clinic, we were meant by protesters calling me a baby killer, as i got out of our car they smashed a baby killer sign over my head, i went down in a pool of blood, my friend jumped out of the car fists flying, i was fighting blacking out as a large lady was screaming at me, 'she was forced to have 5 children and i should have to 'suffer' the way she had'! then a small hand took mine, her oldest son, he was crying begging her to stop, it was her son, my friend was also screaming at my attackers that i had cancer to stop! 'there was no baby, just cancer'the little boy was horrified. the little boy, around 11 years old, ha seen his mom attack a woman with cancer, i smiled at him, 'hey we don't always choose our family ' i joked, he looked at me in horror and asked if i was going to die, if his mom had killed me, blood was every where; but i had become who i really am and always will be, a mom, i comforted him, explained his mom had not given me cancer and i yet might somehow, live through all this, we smiled, 'what would you want if you could live?' he asked l laughed, i am laying on the ground bleeding, sirens are going off, people are screaming, paramedic are trying to get to me with a stretcher, i have terminal cancer, what would i want? and i saw such humor in this moment, 'well,i laughed, for me to be rich and have lots of money from my writing, to make a difference in the world through my work, for the good, but most of all to someday be a mom and raise a fine boy like him, he was still holding m hand, drenched now with his tears, i' wish' he said quietly 'you were my mom.' later i found out that he had been drug to anti abortion rallies all his life, that he and took care of his siblings and had been forced to wear signs at abortion clinics with 'this is who your are killing' around his neck, he had refused to let his folks do his to his little brothers and sisters. every child is our most precious gift, they should know only love and joy. when the monsters violation my life tried to make mom' into a 4 letter word and to say they could steal my intellectual property because i was a good mom, i said'go away and die poor!' and much more graphic things! to this day they torture me with the words of a hoe that had a kid and tortured him to death to show what a fool i was [she is dead!!] no law can make good moms, or loving folks, and being forced into it, has i saw that day, makes people often anger and bitter and their kids suffer. to us older woman, those young woman that seeks her own reproductive freedom our are precious daughters, making the best decisions for themselves that they can! if you allow people to decide when to have a child you can also take that child away, if you take away abortion then you can also force people to get pregnant and have kids, those you don't approve of , will be forced to HAVE abortions, Hitler did both! i heard now for many long years 'poverty is for a mother' and that i was somehow wrong to put my children before my life, NO!! my kids did not make me poor, stealing my work, injustice, hypocrisy, hate crimes, violence and violation made me poor! it took millions of dollars to make me poor, but it is not going to work! they put me to death 3 times on drugs i was allergic too and still later hired a man to beat me to death with a base ball when i did shows i wrote, with songs i wrote! PEOPLE! we must have CHOICE! my choice was not to be publicly raped to make others money, to not be plagiarized, to have my right to income for my own work, not see it ruined and fund horrible killing and rape and torture! i created that work after suffering cancer, the empathy and wisdom i had learned was taken from it!! my CHOICE WAS TO HAVE A PRIVATE LIFE WITH MY KIDS! MY FAMILY! i have had terminal cancer twice, i am a 5 time cancer survivor, but violation of privacy, being tortured to steal my intellectual property and the terror and horror these thugs have done to my life often while i was deathly sick or in pain is something we can and must STOP NOW! or no worker, no woman, no man no child will ever be safe from exploitation, or no laws against rape and child molestation will work,.it will not work nor will we have a free country, when they see how Epstein, Wienstein, and so many others, some still doing this to me, have profited from this evil, when they read books or hear songs plagiarized from my work, and ruined, they are being groomed to hate woman, hate themselves and loss all HOPE! NO! the truth is i was a good mom, but being forced to starve in ditches, to keep my kids alive, with no anti cancer drugs, was just has bad as any dictatorship the world has ever known! NO MORE! we have a right to our lives, i have aright to profit from my GOOD, ethical work! the bond of mother and child is the strongest bond in the universe,but the thugs using me want to destroy it to control you, but all love, all caring is destroyed with violation and exploitation, for those that do it or allow it! they could not have me raise my own kids, or have my own intellectual property while they wanted to install a new tech-no slavery for their elites benefit! NO! we are not buying it! it will destroy ALL we have of any value! we must WALK the TALK! to survive we must now have truth! i wrote the paper and invented the phrase 'Global Warming[ 1973] it is here now, and proven! i can not still publish my work on safe, cheap, renewable energy! to survive and have anything of any value in YOUR life, not just the thugs torturing me, but the entire world the way they used me was public, and not having my work on energy affects us all! freedom, privacy, restitution, pay me my work, pay me my royalties, to Roberta May Hope Caster, and my kids, Hope under torture, be active for what is good, we do not need you out there partying and laughing, we need you out there telling TRUTH and changing the world for the good of the survival of the world before it is too late, be none violent, HOPE Aug 21 2024, you tube post democracy now