it is terrifying to watch a people that have suffered so much, under persecution, terror, and mass death, to stand by and allow their own government to do such horrifying devastation to GAZA, can human beings learn nothing? in Israel's defense, and because i have suffered so much for so many, many years, and am still violated and tortured, i know what it is like to live under real terrorism, real violation. i know what it is like to be treated as if i was too stupid to even know my own work, ideas, poetry, science when others decided to steal it, and because they used high technology, as an innocent, worker in poverty, as i had very little way to stand up to the oligarchy technical corporation violating my life! most of those that used me HAVE, been destroyed, because the firm violating my life was exploiting me for money, and the torture they have used has not only made me isolated but also allowed no way for grifter and user/abusers near me. it has limited the ways they COULD exploit me with ANY justification for doing so!. the savage rape and murders of Oct 7 are what is real. folks dancing in a field,or farmers, raped, tortured, kidnapped and savagely murdered made all out war on Gaza, i do understand, i was raped savagely in the early 1970's, i then helped start the first rape crisis line on the west coast, even though i had terminal cancer, for men, woman, and children. i do understand the terror of killing these innocent people, because 6 members of my family and 2 of my best friends died because the monsters exploiting me wanted to cover up stealing and ruining my intellectual property, at that time songs, stories and science.i do understand there for Israel's rage and and self protection. the urge to stop more of that from ever happening again! but there is a deeper issue here, the monsters that did these things to me and those that allowed me treated so horrible, gloated, gas lighted, tortured, bullied and bragged over killing the members of my family, and raping me,and having me put to death 3 times behind bars on drugs it was known i was allergic too! now well over the last 25 years, they have tried to say sense the 1990's that i was 'crazy' and deserved to be violated, tortured, treated unjustly, NO, NO, NO!!! it is obvious i am not crazy but i do have a high IQ and creativity, but calling me crazy is attempted murder,and they are trying to cover up a great injustice, they did it to steal intellectual property, it is land at stake in GAZA! i am the opposite of Hamas so they only had the hatred of woman, workers, and the 'good' to go on. it will never work! so the real horror, the real harm abd threat to Israel is not just what a few fanatic criminals did On Oct 7, it is the way they drug dead raped woman's bodies through their city streets and cheered and posted it on line! and because they broke the victims legs so she could not fight being raped, she died in terror, agony and torment, and then they spit on this innocent young girls body! the people did not rise up in sham and horror and demand the criminals to be prosecuted. they sat there, maybe the best were ashamed, but the sat there. no apology to Israel, no movement to stop the rapist, and charge them. it was organized by their government, they did not condemn the rapist and murders, the kidnappers. instead they gloated over it! yesterday, in a store in the small town where i live i was stalked through a grocery store, by children screaming. they were screaming the 'lucky charm,' a sex cult thing. they were the 'meat' boys running like savages, literally racing through the isles of the store after me. fast and destructive screaming,as went as fast as i could to try and get away from them, ad get my food! they kept screaming and wildly running, not wonderful active kids stuff, forced Hitler youth crap! this was not my first radio, i had been stalked for years, by the likes of and including Epstein, he used little girls! i was so angry, not at the kids, between maybe 8- 15 years old, i was enraged at who was using them! Epstein, 20 years ago used little girls form porn sex abuse,and did the same thing to me 20 years ago in Tucson, because i would not be a hoe, a druggy, a criminal i was stalked and harassed clear back in Portland. because i love my family, because they had nothing to 'get' me on, to try and justify raping my life and stealing my intellectual property, what i did to make a living. they used kids being used for porn for many years, at one time homeless, i said rightly, anyone one against using children for porn, just follow and arrest the monsters stalking me for 1 week we would almost wipe out the children's porn business! in the small town i lived in for 16 years before this, 45 people, after i left were arrested for trafficking minors, almost all of them former stalkers of me, a monster that exposes himself to kids is STILL stalking me! when i saw the real preparatory, yesterday, the adult, i said this to him, as he was directing his 'stable' to 'get going','STOP! but Epstein loves you, and if you are trying to use me the same thing will happen to you that happened to him!' i had told Epstein when he stalked me that day, 20 years ago, and gloated over stalking me with hate crimes with children he would die poor, poorer than i ever was and i went 40 days with no food [and still after, beatings and rape, and starvation and even being put to death on meds, i was allergic too, did nothing immoral or criminal!] he bragged he had an island, a leer jet and was 'untouchable', but he did die hated and alone penniless in a cell! this is very terrible because in a private meeting, i had just discussed this very act of terror! the people of Gaza saw what these monsters had done yet they stood there, and did nothing! and so did the shoppers in the store! but many showed they agreed with me! i am in no way justifying the destruction of GAZA, their woman and children, doctors, journalist, and those trying to help with aid or other innocents. i am looking at the TOTAL injustice of this disaster that is GAZA! these people that maybe hated what Hamas did, were frightened to stand up. now we have tRump threatening a woman that stood up to him, are we has a people to stand by and say nothing? yesterday i was stalked because they wanted me to go basaltic with rage, and when i saw that sleazy monster i wanted too, but i didn't, instead i told him the truth! i had been stalked, disabled, elderly for 5 lanes in this store, and the kids were not at fault, but because i told them to leave me alone and they would not, unlike normal kids that would calm down, it was an adult behind it! i have witnessed kids raped and used and suffering from this game for years! as a mom, a human rights abdicate and a rape victim, i was enraged, but it was not at the KIDS, not their fault but the adults using these kids! i thank Eugene Carol, and myself and all of the rape victims, of all ages for standing up and telling the truth! if Gaza had of stood up, they would not be where they are now, this is a warning from history! all our freedom, all our rights, all our health and PROSPERITY came from those that righted wrongs and because of those that stood up to injustice! yet i am still being violated and stalked and subject to hate crimes! even after 3 years ago, juggling waiting for a bus after my car was destroyed from violence, i was thrown to the ground and both wrists broken, then i lay there spit on and called a 'dirty JEW' about 8 months before the Hamas attack! it was done to me to cover up violation,and stealing my royalties, it is done to silence the victims, NO MORE! Israel STOP throwing the babies out with dirty bath water! Stop hurting the innocent! truth is the answer, and restitution to victims, not more bulling and hate! i beg the world to help stop the killing in Gaza, it will start with truth and restitution to me! i pray for education and understanding to help stop the cultural domination that some men want to feel, especially oppressed, men, over woman and children, but the monster i saw in the store yesterday was not oppressed, just evil! this will end society, economy ,ALL prosperity and growth because NO ONE CAN BE USED AS A SLAVE! not the kids Dr.Bradly harmed [a stalker of mine from Portland] not Joseph Fritzal or Aron Castro[ name game, workers of the firm violating privacy and worse!] NO ONE has a right to violate and harass or enslave others! to survive to have any economy, truth freedom, restitution, pay me my royalties, privacy, to Roberta May Hope Caster, and my kids, Hope under torture! go in beauty all victims of injustice, including the innocent dying so tragically in Gaza and the victims of the Hamas, end violation of privacy for profit now! stop all nuclear,stop torture of me with safe renewable energy! be active for what is REAL and good, be HONEST, HOPE! last day in 2024, Hope post democracy now Dec, 31