it was the 'meanwhile', march 24, my birthday,  'meanwhile,'a phrase i use all the time, segment of Colbert' 'meanwhile', this was the response it was a in the comment section of you tube that got me censored by you tube! for what? because for real, my granddad' was the Dave Johnson i loved, and they used a hoe/rapist with the same name, that raped me publicly 'sharing;[ rape] to help steal my royalties, he degraded my home, i worked 25 years to earn, that was taken from me, i was divorced, we were both over 21, there was no sin in anything i did, but what he was doing WAS and will be forever,be RAPE. he was PAID to rape me, pretending to be my 'boyfriend' to use me for porn, exactly what the Tate bro's did to some of their victims! but in my case it was trying to cover up stealing my royalties! like the organization that is violating my life they also use woman and [men] and kids, for porn, none consequently, do human trafficking and like ALL the folks that have violated my privacy, they  use kids for porn! when i spoke out against illegal surveillance for profit, rape, and slavery, here in the US, i was blown up in my car then locked up for over 2 years, no trial, with a compound concussion from being blown up in my car! when the concussion did not kill me, they put me to death, 3 times, on drugs i was allergic too. i suffered 7 strokes! behind bars, with no TRIAL! i never saw a lawyer, until the day of my trial, he told me they knew i was innocent, [they had the note, and contract] said how they knew the people had agreed to me using the JEEP,[$80.00 was the agreed price for one nights usage]they took my freedom, home,, my rare book collection, my jewelry collection, my pets killed, my art collection, my theater and juggling props,even my tea pot collection! worse my kid was with a guy and his hoe that had sex[rape] with my 15 year old niece! now my comment, 31 years after the rape, was taken down from you tube, for telling the truth! the 'Thank u, sorry, luv u die, die poor,  your going to die'are the words of a hoe, i shared a cell with that repeated those words with a smile, to a life sized picture of her kid, taken the day before she killed him. [i never was permitted even a picture of my child, that my back was broken too protect, from the guy who had custody of him] the same folks that raped my life used, used her , a hoe, to have sex,  to black mail rich Arab oil billionaires behind a 2 way mirrow, they paid her to marry, have a child, and rape and murder him, naked, on video. she was a Nazis,[also she said she 'struck home for the fatherland!' she recited those words while she killed him. the same words Epstien used on me in 2003 in Tucson, thank u, sorry, die, your going to die, die poor, luv u, for over 21 years now! Epstein used these words when he had me stocked by under age girls he was using for porn, the youngest was 5 years old! he was who stated the men that rape kids having their kids on their shoulders, kids are top for a price for hoes![ nothing to do with good dads carting their kids around, at fairs, hiking, etc..they do it for SHOW!] the phrases have been repeated ever sense 2002, any where i lived,[and ever sense every where i have lived, even as i write this] it was Epstein that started the phrases on recordings or live, child molesters, rapist, hoe groomers, used behind my walls! it is attempted murder, to drive me crazy so they can force drug me, it is torture!  it does not make me crazy, but it destroys their lives! they stopped my heart 3 times behind bars, guilty of no crime. when i finally meant my lawyer he assured me they 'knew i was innocent' then told me if i ever wanted to see my kids alive again i would change my plea![Ricky Savage was his name,he won't sue because it is all true!]so now, 32 years after that rape, years of torture, stalking, repeated phrases, the whole country is finding what it means to have your income taken, weather fired from a federal job or stalked by social paths so i can't do juggling shows, my arms broken  times, both wrists broken, at the same time, 2 years ago,etc... to me a 5 time cancer survivor!] and my royalties stolen and ruined, to be sick and have no insurance, to loss everything while lying billionaires steal your life for their profit, been there done that' NO MORE! and here was you tube, censoring my harmless comment, why? to stop the truth about that rape? i have said it already a 1,000 times, then why? because it was RAPE done to me, and for profit, the same as the Tate bros, brought into this country by the tRump minions, from prison in Romania, guilty of rape, human trafficking and child molestation! they also are wanted in the UK for pretending to be 'boy friends' and raping woman on video for profit! looks like i can't post that blog,  it will go viral and you will still read it just my other blogs[comments] i  have never been given credit for, with even a  like on or even that they are read! just me telling the truth as always, but the real $ is not Musk-Rat, it is the military industrial/corporate nuclear fossil fuel dirty energy industry!  making folks sick! it that why they want to get rid of Social security and medicare? so people won't know what is making folks sick? and the NSA[?], allowing my life to be used by illegal bugging! NO MORE! because they know my work made rich people billions while i starved and suffered and cried to hold my kids and their 'nice guy' stalkers are thugs that are rapist and child molesters and i would have nothing to do with! yesterday i got to see a few of my family, a few hours. so the thugs made my life HELL i still loved seeing a few of my family! no i am not crazy, no i did not break you tube community guide lines, i told the truth as always! my work on renewable, safe clean energy is still unpublished and i really did write the paper in 1973 the 37 counts of 'Global Warming' and invented that phrase, and in Tucson under torture, invented an energy that could save us from climate change and give US Hope to decrease caner rates and other industrial diseases! right now consumer agencies, aid agencies, all the agencies that HELP us are being gutted by monsters, or threatened, NO!  Musk -rat because the FAA[and other agencies] was investigating his unsafe and pollution violations, and i am censored for telling the truth! NASA does all the work, they must now cancel all his contracts with government! his was the only agency contracts he did not CUT! and the secret agencies funded buy the government, and the corporation they give contracts too, have to be investigated and their budgets cut! they and their contractors, like Musk-Rat, do have to be cut, and in Rat's case themselves incarcerated for illegally going after OUR federal agencies! it is treason! freeze their assets, lock them up, law enforcement join with US, instead of working against US! before you are locked out! truth, freedom, restitution to Roberta May Hope Caster, and my kids, Hope under torture, be Honest, be active now for what is good and true, be none violent, a blessing on all, including me, that suffer!you tube needs me posting, i am an 'influencer', so i will be allowed again, on, maybe even this comment! but the damage this censorship, firing, gutting our federal agencies, the threatening other countries and our people, can never be wholly undone, stop them now! HOPE.. the blocked comment... [ 'never die grandpa Johnson', known, lovingly, as the Tate bro's, or Epstein, Aron Castro, Jimmy Savile, dady-o Joseph Fritzer to US, their victims. those that brought you, tRump,Muck-Rat, traitor mean, only 32 yrs. sense that rape?sorry,luv u, die, seems like 26,000 yrs. you don't have my work on energy,no economy, cancer rates soar.. HOPE] they used a rapist hoe with the same name as my beloved step Grand Father, that is the only reason I even remember his name! they used a hoe with the same name as my grandfather so i would never forget his name, ugly on ugly! the same reason they tortured and raped and killed a child and forced me to see his dead body dragged behind a jeep, so i would never forget the lie they put options investor'[March 26, 2025 NO post you tube ], the worst i am treated the further the economy drops! that is what tRump is, a thug that invests in 'put' options, killing value from companies and seeing them destroyed, HELL NO! SAY NO AMERICA! HOPE