we will miss your goodness Desmond! i was attacked in high school, by a teacher ,because i wrote a paper and speech denouncing apartetism. he literally trow me to the floor in front of the class, hate crimes being done to me have been going on a long,long time.i was winning awards in drama and speech and working and helping raise my nephew, first nation and Hawaiian. raising a child with darker skin in an all white neighborhood i was called every foul name in the book, i was a virgin, they burned a cross in my yard. no churches ever stood up for me, their were criminal elements in the black church has well has the white church who were so foul and criminal, that they believed they or any organization that had wealth had a right to exploit me, has well has criminal elements in government and industry, NO!46 years later i am writing this with 2 broken wrist where i had been thrown to the ground, the child i raised in high school was killed last year.no organization, not church, nor ind...
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dear Ed and Julian,, i write this after the latest violent assault, on Dec 7 ,2021 i was attacked .thrown to sidewalk and both my wtist are broken,the latest in years of hate crimes and injustice,including after being blown up in my car, 1997, and spending 3 ears behind bars, after i was blown up, and my heart stopped 3 times on drugs i am allergic too.to make me change my plea, my children were threatened, i spoke out against stealing my intellectual property and rape, violation of privacy is rape,hence for last 27 years i have been celibate,even with me, far worse seeing my art ruined, missing [most of all] my children,and sense late 1980's [at least ,violated and tortured did no crime,have done nothing unethical,6 members of my family are dead by those stealing my intellectual property it made billions while i was poor ad stocked and tortured, still am.no economy will stand this misuse of technology and economic stealing from its citizens,it will fall , or the truth,everyday i t...
quick note, i hurt, got finals done, wrist broke, thrown to ground and both wrist broke, weirdo unknown assailant,i worked so hard on my juggling and health! sick most of term, now this,i will take advanced yoga next term,in cast's, must have some yoga and rehab, please write me, or call, the -people violating or trying to use me,they will die poorer than i ever was, went 40 days no food, beaten with a bat, tortured, now broken wrists,even if i had been a mass killer i would not deserve this, am so glad i never did anything immoral or unethical in my life, i will be rich soon,it will not make up for one day of this evil violation, for one second of the 6 people in my family killed, no one can use me,not and prosper per and survive! hope,under torture
Namastea! i love 'king Dancer' not getting very good stretch yet [it has gotten cold] but I did get a ood stretch on it this summer, i use my staff for support! i have so much now to improve and all this back pain is forcing me to be highly motivated!i worked out had doing yoga all summer. i was attacked and harassed bu a group[40-50 people who said they were getting drugs and alchole to harrasse me, tey will actually have nothing] ironically , the child i raised alone was darker skinned than any of them,and 2 people murdered, my mom and sister where important Chicano, rights advocates, has well has anti sexism and and anti racism and pro environmentalist folks, God I miss them, the world needed them! During one of these hate sessions when i was working on king dancer position, holding on this time to a lovely tree, i realized something, the bulling, the hate justification being used on me was because i am single[celibate with self and others over 27 years and proud of it!]and...
I have learned much about Pilates this term, things i did not expect. I do not lke Pilates has much s I do Yoga, and sometimes the moves are hard for me and cause pain. but once again going into Pilates i realized much of what I learned studing Martha Gram[back roll downs for instance] is the same as Pilates and the core strengthening is actually really good for me, as is just trying to adopt better posture. my back has been broken 5 times,the first and worst was my ex was shacking my son out of control, he had pushed me to the floor, i had cancer at the time, and was very ill, but i made an incredible leap up ,over my ex's head[he was 6'1'] and grabbed my baby, i put him under me on the floor, he smashed by back with a savage kick, had i not been over my son, he would have been killed.so i have to keep reminding myself, when i hurts like this, that it was a darn good thing it was my back instead of my baby's head![even after a big back operation they thought i would b...